Hey I just did 20 minutes of all this I started by doing some building the energy body I was staring into the dark then I started seeing those unintelligible colors, along the lines I saw red, orange or rather yellow, then boom, I saw purple light, it was like some "puff". It was more visible than the other colors, it circulated round in motion for a very long time. I saw an eye, something scary, like an eye with the head of a dragon staring at me. The dragon kind was real, and I got scared, by the way it was just in my face. I did the energy building tensegrity again, the one the interviewer did on magical passes. My eyes were open in the dark yet I could see dream images. I don't know what to do with all this. I'm a beginner, I started with 20 minutes. I try to force all dialogue away as much as possible, but with the dream images I could not follow up with them, it was the last one I could follow up with but I just stopped, I like to take my time with things. I really saw purple, I don't want to call them puff, but some moving purple thing, it was dominant
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If you were new, I'd say:
"Sounds like pretending to me.
Or drugs.
Or a misrepresentation of dreams you had.
Maybe you should go away and seek attention elsewhere?
This place is serious.
And a gift. Which you don't seem to appreciate.
If people like you built up, we'd have to close the place down and help people elsewhere.
Go where you can't harm anything because everyone there is pretending too."
But you've been around a bit.
It's just that your ID is an attention seeking one.
So honestly, I don't know what to make of this.
What sex are you again? I'm not sure we asked.
Men are not that talented.
Women can be.
Also, are you the person who claimed to be stuck in samadhi and bliss all the time?
If so, it's almost certain that you're pretending your sorcery.
The same way you were pretending your meditation skills.
If that's someone else, good. Let them read this too.
Let me explain the harm you do with this post. By lying, or not telling us everything. Such as there's something else causing this, like schizophrenia.
Where you'll say something even if it's not quite right, and can't tell the difference.
I posted too. Just now.
And it's kind of hard for a beginner to believe the picture I included.
But that's the result of 50 years of hard work. And posted not to seek attention as you are doing, but to encourage people to work hard.
If people don't trust the more advanced in here to tell the truth, and doubt that there's even any reward at all, thinking this place is like all the other pretend magic out there the whole thing will be shot to hell.
So some new person winning the lottery on the first try and then asking people for analysis, is seriously damaging to credibility in here.
Fortunately, we don't get as many of those as one might expect.
There's still at least 2 a month perhaps, like you, but not typically this over the top.
Here's a question.
Why do you need this sub?
Just go off and be "great"!
Elsewhere.
You don't need any help. You're just fine the way you are.
That’s why I posted it, so I’ll know where I’m wrong, what is true and what isn’t lol, I just started, you can’t expect me to get everything right, can you??
I’m a male, I used to do meditation, I went through a dark night phase, I think I’m out, I used to have energy rush up my spine, I saw light in my head, I’ve had so many mystical experiences, the ability to quench all thoughts is not so difficult for me.
I’m not seeking attention, I want to meet my double bro, I’m interested in these kinds of things
Ok.
The aggressive "bro" confirms it.
You're an attention seeker who is willing to make up stuff.
And male.
Go piss elsewhere.
Even if what I did means nothing to me, advise me bro lol
When this happen to me, at 4AM, I was excited, because I knew maybe I was doing it right, so I wanted some people to guide me, but it seems I’m not welcome, I don’t even know the meaning of what I did
Everything that I read here, I made short notes of, and I have steps I made from those reddits, I watched the videos, I deeply interested, why don’t you understand bro🥹
I want to alter the Newtonian laws of physics too, I want continuous waking dreams, bro, I don’t know how to remote view, and don’t even know what level I’m at
And if by ID you mean Kind perception, lol, I didn’t pick that ID myself, Reddit chose it for me
If you don’t pick a username, Reddit picks one for you bro, man you’re just being mean to me. I told you I’m interested in these kinds of things, I’m a loner, I don’t have many friends so I look for people who I share same interests with and you’re just like pushing me away bro, that hurts
So go.
And quit trying to use social pressure to get your way.
I make mistakes from time to time.
This isn't one of them other than the user id, which actually is a valuable lesson to me.
Reddit appends numbers to their ids.
Good to know. Thank you.
But a sincere person in here doesn't try to resort to bullying and self-pity appeals to get their way.
Even if I mistakenly assume they have bad intentions.
Ask Superr. He's very skilled now. But a few times I gave him some grief.
A sincere person just backs off and sticks around, and later you find out what was actually going on.
You simply have some anti-social mental illness, a little like Cholita perhaps.
Maybe sociopathic.
Except Cholita's honest and doesn't make up stuff to get attention.
Please stop for an instant and think clearly!
What would happen in here, if we had 100 like you posting?
Honestly!
Can you think clearly for a while?
We'd be destroyed.
This isn't a money making venture.
We only get "paid" if we succeed in helping people.
So if we can't due to noise levels the same as the fake magic subreddits, we're out of here.
Same happened to Carlos.
His first attempt to teach in public failed due to bad men showing up, seeking attention.
Why would I even make this shit up? To get which way?
What benefits do I get from lying?
You know what it’s fine
Sorry for pretending
I can't keep track of user IDs.
So don't sweat it.
Just don't remind me who you are in a few months, and if I get suspicious say "Wasn't me..."
Even when it sounds like I'm angry, I'm actually only trying to get someone to be serious.
Unfortunately, in ALL other magic or religious subreddits everyone is pretending.
The Buddha was pretending!
Jesus, maybe no. We still don't know what he was up to, because his apostles decided to keep the group going, and elaborated on it until you can't even tell what he had in mind.
Pretending is normal nearly everywhere.
Encouraged even.
But we're trying to save this magic from extinction, so we have to stop it when found.
It's never fun.
I'm hoping we can just cartoon it, and avoid anyone needing to post anything.
Probably not possible though.
That is some good stalking skills here Dan. All remote through chat
Is it my fault ?