Question about toltec path

Hi, in the past I was connected to some sects, groups, religions etc. When time went by, it seems to me that I was mostly just nourished with different belief systems and in the end just feed up with concepts of the world. Some time ago specific beliefs of mine began to crumble and some things which were a huge solace to me, like believing in a god, are no more there in the same way. It's terrifying at times, because it seems like there is no path to follow, no people to connect with... For some years I'm trying to stop internal dialog as well but it seems like it became even more stronger eventually and more annoying. I was totally obsessed with Castaneda's books as a kid, specially Journey to Ixtlan and I'm coming back to them over and over again. I'm not a warrior, probably even not a "warrior material" and assumably I don't even understand correctly everything that is written in the books; I just feel strong connection to the works of Mr. Castaneda and I realized that trying to walk the path of a warrior is the only reasonable thing in life. I'm asking you if you have some experiences with some of the authentic toltec traditions? If you have and if you would like to talk a bit with me about it or give me some hints how to come in contact with true naguals and brujas because I'm to lazy and to stupid to become a warrior without a guidence, I would be more than happy. Please DM me in that case. I'm not interested in courses, masterclases, tensegrity, groups, meetings, sects etc.
Thanks in advance for all the responses!
Best wishes! 😊

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u/Agitated_Direction17 4 points 2023-09-09 20:39

you were doing pretty good in the first half, until you said you need a teacher and your not interested in tensegrity.

tensegrity is absolutely essential to making this path work

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u/Insideout121 2 points 2023-09-09 21:14

I meant more like tensegrity groups which seems like yoga classes.

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u/AthinaJ8 6 points 2023-09-09 20:42

It seems laziness is your thing , you didn't even bother to read some posts to understand what we do here.

There are not naguals or brujas to feed you the magic in the mouth.

This place promotes a self learning process though the inherited practices from Carlos Castaneda and his cohorts. Everyone including Carlos, the witches, the lineages and us here did / do the work to get pulled from the Intent of the Sorcerers of Ancient Mexico.

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u/Insideout121 1 points 2023-09-09 21:06

I joined the group today and actually posted before read anything. It's just a general question connected with my temporary mind, nothing else. I will definitely read some articles in the upcoming days. Thanks.

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u/AthinaJ8 1 points 2023-09-09 20:42

The stated purpose of this subreddit is to aid in restoring the reputation of Carlos Castaneda and the knowledge he imparted, which means we are sticking to what really works, as proven by direct experience by long-practicing members. We need to make clear our intent to move away, as a community, from the mistakes others have made. Content that is at-odds with this purpose will, upon review, be removed.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 4 points 2023-09-09 20:45

There’s nothing for sale in here.

No meetings, and no enclaves of hooded figures chanting around candlelit alters.

Just technology (of the esoteric variety), a bit of guidance, and a chance to have a chance.

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u/Evana_Iv 2 points 2023-09-10 09:45

If you are that lazy just go on ayahuasca ceremony and find there likeminded people to talk about yourself and your smart brain, avoid this place, you didn't even bother to read and even understand what it is about here.

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u/Insideout121 0 points 2023-09-13 10:21

Hahaha, whatever...