
This is from a much older post, from back when I found "Fancy".
My childhood monster under the bed.
From when I turned her into a new "Ally".
I didn't have DALL-E to help make pictures back then, so I just now recreated this picture for my current animation.
DALL-E is very far from being able to follow instructions, so pretty much you get random stuff you can't use.
But you can edit it in GIMP, and request "pieces" to assemble what you really want from. And DALL-E can make transparency format files (png). So you can easily piece together individual elements.
Such as my Ally "Fancy" breaking through the windshield, or the trail of flames.
DALL-E didn't draw this in one piece. It was more like 6 pieces I had to stitch together.
But it came out very accurate
The history of this picture is that I'd been lucky enough to play with the Allies of Carlos for more than two decades, although they were very scary at first.
But became very obedient once I stood up to them. That is in fact how it goes with the Allies.
New people...
Probably you didn't read ALL of the books, but if you read at least the first three you remember Genaro having to "spin with the Ally".
Don't drool too much. That was just Genaro.
You can't go off into the wilderness waving your hand over the ground, find an ally, and then spin with it.
You might wrestle it more likely, but in fact you really only need to stand up to it.
In Taisha's case for example when she first went to stay with Don Juan, most likely in Zuleica's home near Fort Ortiz and not too far south from Los Angeles and Tucson right where there's a railroad station that's been around most of the last century, she came to believe that don Juan had sexual designs on her and felt threatened.
I'm afraid it's some kind of old or new seer hazing ritual, which does in fact serve to help women learn.
Carlos did the same. Cholita says when she was imported from the peyote fields near Mexico city and brought straight to Carlos, he said "I'll be intimate with you one way or the other."
And Tony Lama was told he had to have sex with Carol Tiggs if he wanted to join the lineage and be the new male Nagual.
When Carlos was dying and knew both Taisha and Florinda would be ditching Cleargreen, I was invited to have sex with Florinda.
I presume that means I would have gone with them and Kylie, but there's no way to be sure.
Certainly it wasn't my good looks and charm at work.
Cholita would definitely laugh at that idea.
But in fact, the lineages seem to have used that type of behavior both on men and women.
But especially on women.
So Taisha believed don Juan was going to sneak into her room at night and rape her, which left her frightened in her bed, in a dark room.
The IDEAL condition to run into your first Ally.
We try to set that up during darkroom, although minus the sexual "antics".
Which Carlos was widely criticized on for that behavior, by those who sought to finally destroy him after his death.
But in fact, women have sexier experiences in sorcery than the men even without men causing them.
Womb dreaming especially seems to lead to "visitors" molesting them in bed.
Seemingly real, but later they realize it was just an Ally capitalizing on their fear. In order to get energy.
Which is not a bad thing!
In fact, I long for the days when an Ally could scare me.
Back then I could get things like the "truck accident north of Tokyo" to happen.
Just by asking for it, and using one of the purple puffs to merge with my Ally "Fancy".
You first find an intense purple puff, hopefully with jet blackness around it.
You grab it with both hands, one on each side.
If you worry you can't feel it but can only see it, it's not going to work.
But try anyway. Maybe by "treating it as real" you'll shift horizontally in the red zone, where all of your senses will become active in the second attention.
Stretch it wide like taffy, then Flip it up into the air like it was a blanket and you were tossing it onto the bed, trying to get it to spread out perfectly and fall down.
But as the puff falls, make your request.
"Freeway Overpass truck accident, just north of Tokyo and high above the forest!"
And voila.
You get what you see here. Except, I just saw the overpass and had to call to my Ally Fancy to come near, so I could tell her what I wanted her to do.
Which was, go find a blue japanese truck and drive it over that ramp up high, and burst through the railing to die in a fiery crash at my feet.
"Right there in front of me, Fancy!", I told her.
I believe all she said was "ok."
Which surprised me a bit, living with Cholita and all.
I expected some argument over that.
But the result was far better than even Dr. Strange's doings!!!
We get to do magic FOR REAL.
But unfortunately we've seen our usual run of new bad players in the subreddit lately.
It never ceases.
So first know, you get to do things like this but won't be able to repeat them until much later.
You're being taught the same way Carlos learned.
That's how real magic works.
You follow a trail, blazed by people in the past.
No trail, nowhere to go.
And people learned sorcery in the past, from powerful sorcerers.
With amazing magical shows. Like you read about in the books of Carlos.
And which you can't do by yourself.
You need outside help from a teacher.
The Allies love to play that role.
And so while that night I could get my ally Fancy to stage that truck accident (it's close enough so that whatever details are wrong aren't important), the next night I could not.
But instead, while trying a night or two later I grew to the size of "The Hulk", went outside, and lifted Cholita's small foreign car in one hand.
For real. Fully awake, completely sober, and barefoot with the lawn cold and wet, and my feet painfully stepping on little rocks Cholita scattered there.
For god only knows what purpose.
So new people who were exposed to too much Sufi pretend magic?
With Jinn and sorcerers who are more like superman?
Forget it!
It's not like that at all.
And when people claim it is, you know they're frauds.
Second thing for bad players, don't try to use sleeping dreaming!
The women can.
But what are you going to gain by misrepresenting ordinary dreams as a path to sorcery, when they never were?
You quite simply ARE NOT going to follow the instructions Carlos gave us.
I could lecture a new person for an hour on what those instructions require, and then they'll still tell me some ordinary dream that was nothing like that, as if they did well.
So forget about sleeping dreaming unless you have a womb and can follow womb dreaming instructions to the letter.
It makes no difference to anyone outside our Castaneda interests, if you had a vivid dream.
They do that too.
But if you tell them you did what you see here, fully awake, eyes wide open, completely sober, they'll blow a fuse.
Because clearly, this is real sorcery.
Not some lame closed eye meditation half dream vision you twist around to match the false narrative your "system" give you.
They use meditation bliss like a drug to convince you all of their delusional lies are true.
And through self-flattery, you believe it.
Do your dreaming AWAKE, and you won't regret it.
We aren't out to impress people, but at the same time you need to self-motivate.
And if you kick the Buddha's skinny butt hands down, it's motivating!
If you get to the red zone and do real magic you'll already see that you passed all the Rinpoches and Yogis worldwide right by at the speed of a freight train.
And can tell others how to do that.
The problem is, you actually have to do some real work to learn to be silent and you MUST use the Tensegrity or it will be 10 times harder.
Even twice as hard is too much for nearly all people.
Ten times harder is impossible.
Next thing to new people.
If I hear you repeating the words I used in a post, but in your own tale of power and you're a beginner, it's so obvious you're making up stuff that I can't believe you think you can get away with that.
But new bad players rely on social bullying and self-pity to get away with lying, because you can do that everywhere else.
This place isn't like everywhere else. No one has a money making motivation. So fakers are a very bad thing, and would wipe out the subreddit if they weren't stopped.
It's only worth all this work in here if we succeed at creating REAL sorcerers.
Groupies are worse than useless to this cause.
But if you want REAL magic that even beats Dr. Strange (at times), you're in the right place.
It's just not going to be "cozy" when you get there.
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Hello, I was reading your page yesterday and was trying to decide if this was genuine or not. I have found many many liars on the internet, all claiming their idea is the correct one. How can a third party differentiate between what’s real and what is made up?
Why don’t you videotape some of this stuff to prove to others it’s real?
Thank you.
Can you videotape your thoughts to prove they are real? And is that somehow proof that you’re a conscious being? As if someone else’s opinion is needed to ascertain that…
Your need to film the second attention to prove that it’s real, when nothing in existence is ultimately real, is just as asinine.
In sorcery the direct observer is “king;” not the bystander, who isn’t aligned with that separate reality.
I see, sorry if I upset you. I’m just trying to figure this out.
Thank you for explaining.
My point is: how to differentiate this idea from false ideas. How would you know true from false? Why would you start to see things and control things in the dark when you focus your mind… and not do the same singing a specific song on top of Mount Everest.
Are you getting my point? I’m not saying your idea is wrong. Im saying, how can I know this isn’t one of the many wrong ideas. Where if you try everything you hear, you’d be trying things for a while. Especially if they take a long time to do.
For example:
- Some people say you can float just by believing you can. I tried that in college, it didn’t work.
- One guy said Christianity is a copy of the Egyptian religion.
I kind of understand the idea now. It’s kind of that: there are a lot of people in a box and they all share some senses until they get out of the box.
The magic powers are you exiting the box.
You don't need things to be ultimately real, they just need to be real enough to actually change you.
And seeing (perceiving) with open eyes, or even hearing or touching, and no internal dialogue muddling things is real enough.
Trust that. Since it's more than virtually any other system can offer you.
Anyway, only the emanations are "real", and not any specific format at any single assemblage point position....and contact with the raw emanations of the universe is fleeting and can't be sustained for long at our level, without essentially "combusting."
Thank you techno. How long have you been doing this for?
I used to be extremely aware as a child and as a teenager. I miss the utter bliss of love and unbiased sight.
For me, it’s not hard to focus. Don says it’s torture, maybe it is for the kids these days hooked on their phones and moving pictures. Once you aren’t addicted to that junk, you can start to use your mind and enjoy yourself and the thoughts and images you create. Nikola Tesla imagined entire worlds, with buildings and people. The people in those worlds, and his experiences with them were as real as this one.
It really was bliss 5 minutes ago when you were talking about seeing colors in the black, and I started seeing them within a couple minutes. My heart raced. I didn’t think it would be that easy.
I enjoy being present, and being an unbiased viewer of phenomena. I don’t really believe in the magic powers, but it’s a nice journey, so I’ll try and see how much of what I see matches with what you guys are saying.
Excercise for me is torture, but it pays off in the end. I like working hard and pushing myself to my limit. (I’m not doing anything noteworthy like a marathon)I recently ran a mile carrying two 20 pound suitcases. It was fun when it was over lol.
That's what Dan means when he says actual sorcery requires work.
It's (at times) unpleasant, or something you'd rather not do (as opposed to a hedonistic distraction), but the sense of accomplishment/discovery is inexhaustible when you drag yourself out the lazy hole and do it.
It reinforces.
And then there's the "salary" from INTENT. Which is far more internally (and even potentially externally) impactful than human currency. It pays us in *power, so long as we remain in service of it, accepting that we're too myopic to plan-out the life we need (minus greed) from a human perspective.
A specific example of this is when you shift enough of your focus/energy away from the internal dialogue, and start to notice that your thoughts can instead come from "outside" our death-hold on the socialized self.
Now that's a revelation!
Thanks for your encouragement!
Going to work requires effort. Having a family requires effort. Having responsibilities and paying the bills requires effort.
Trying to find doctors and exams once you are very ill(stroke or something) requires a lot of effort. That’s what’s happening to me now. My family is too old to help, it’s my responsibility anyway.
Thank god, I’m not a kid anymore. I am a man.
So focusing a little for fun isn’t that hard.
But I totally understand your argument. I used to do nothing but waste away on my phone. Thank god I don’t do that anymore and I’m engaging in LIFE. Like that quote Einstein says, the mind is a valuable tool, it would be a shame to not use it. (Anyway you’d feel the effects of being stupid over time). Notice how many people these days have terrible memory. It’s because they don’t try to remember anymore, the phone does it all for them. They aren’t good thinkers anymore; they cannot solve simple problems, and they don’t try to search for lost objects. I was like that, it’s degradation of the mind.
The act Creating new things for you makes the mind grow. Stories, art, fixing things, making robots, getting better social skills.
An active life keeps the mind going, keeps life going. Once you don’t do ACTIVE ities, you don’t upkeep your mind. And the mind can always grow,
The book “mindset,” by Karol Dwick is based on the idea that people can grow. You CAN attain what you desire, and dump what you don’t desire in your life. You’re not stuck with what you have(in a rich country), you can change how you see it too and be at peace always no matter your condition.
God always be with you. ☮️♥️
Right now,
I tried focusing under my blanket after looking at my phone 3 minutes before. I saw some blue lines in the form of a jagged circle right where I was looking at. Around that color was some grey blobs/clouds.
I was amazed, wow! Is that what you guys mean? I like being aware in general. Thanks!
You've never seen anything like this before.
You aren't thinking clearly.
Where is anyone asking for money, promoting a book or video, gathering at meetings, going to church, giving interviews on Youtube, or doing anything at all that would compensate them for all this work.
Nearly 5 years of hard work in here by multiple people, with no reward you can name.
And endless invasions by bad men, trying to get attention and take us down.
Real magic is hated because it makes all the pretend magic and religion look silly.
So you're glossing and making up things in your mind.
No sobriety, and you can't learn sorcery.
It's a simple fact.
You have to observe and think more clearly than this.
It your glossing will prevent you from learning, causing you go to seek out con artists again.
You'll go where you can get the most attention and fall prey to bad men (and an occasional woman).