Hello there !
There is a bright cloud in front of me that moves or expands and condense (it has some sort of pulse maybe!). Color of my vision is like positive negative in old photos. But when I order a color that cloudy thing change it’s color. I wonder if it is the “puff” that you described in darkroom practices. When I try to move that cloud (puff) it is paradoxical. I mean I can move it and I can’t at the same time. It is a little tricky to appear some shapes in that cloud (puff).
There come some faces and monsters in cloud I know its IOB, I ignore them most of the times, or should I not ?
And another matter is that when I change the focus of my physical eyes (seeing far or close) the patterns and background waves change.
I’m sober when practicing.
I would be glad of any information you can give me at this point. Am I on the blue station ? And how you move the puff intentionally ?
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Focusing on the details while in silence will make a lateral shift of the assemblage point, making it more "real" and stable. I highly recommend you to do that to IOBs, they get so energetic that they look like a bullet ricocheting around.
Yes exactly, when I focus on details ( tentacles and strings and infinite points and...) it will be clearer and I feel the AP shift, thanks for your guide :-)
Seems like you started on the green zone.
Can you be more specific about colours?
Are you doing tensegrity while in Darkroom? If not you better learn some movements and put these puffs in your torso to your energy pouches bc it's important.
Dont ignore the faces or monsters you see, gaze at them. Allies will appear if you keep it up.
Yep it happens in the beginning, can you move it only with your eyes or with your hands also?
Everything you described is part of the process do far.
I can move it with my hands my eyes and from my center of body, BUT it's tricky, if I WANT to move it , it won't, but if I coordinate my attention with it, it's like the puff itself agrees,
I want to make it intentionally at all times,
Thanks for your guide, link was very helpful :-)
Yep, this is how it works in the beginning. Keep it up, do tensegrity and things will progress.
Why is it important to put puffs in torso? If it's an inorganic being
In begging stages like that is important to build the energy body with putting the puffs in energy organs and doing tensegrity movements.
Puffs are parts of your energy body so it's important to stuff them in the torso even if there is an Iob face in it while doing tensegrity. But not mandatory.
That sounds similar to what I've read in the library i think
My view is that they don't attach there.
The fact that you see parts or your energy body makes their appearance available, in there.
About the link, wow just wow, I said to one of my friends that I can see somethings in darkness or when I close my eyes, He said your brain has been damaged, oh my !
Wish I saw that post sooner, thanks very veryyyyyy
Generally search for very old posts and you can find things related to your current status in your practice.
> I wonder if it is the “puff” that you described in darkroom practices.
They do change color on request in the red zone. But once you realize they can do that, they probably won't anymore.
Because once you "expect" it, you're interfering with it.
It's sort of like having a cat who will do a really cool trick, which is rare in the world of house cats.
Except when your friends are around and you start bragging up your amazing cat, it won't do anything but watch their faces to see what they're up to.
That blob of light is your dreaming body. The copy of you running around in dreams.
However, it has no physical body as we do so it can split up into pieces.
I estimate it can create 8 blobs of light, each one sentient.
But as the size of the blob shrinks, it becomes less sentient.
You can still form those into visible phantom assistants using the Pandora's Box magical pass, but you can't switch over to them.
They just hang around in the room for a half hour, or a couple of days if you luck out.
Or you can form a "phantom chair" if you prefer that to a Zombie. I believe one of those hung around for 2 or 3 hours for me, a few years ago.
The visions and images either inside the blobs of light, or materializing around in the air near them, are dreams that puff is having.
If you pay very close attention to your sleeping dreams, you'll realize you aren't limited to one at a time.
But it's very rare to be able to notice an alternate dream going on. Like, once in 5 years of hard effort, rare.
And perhaps you can only do that if you have the link to switch over.
So that you don't really become aware of 2 dreams at once. Instead you become aware that you can switch, and if you want to recall one side or the other you just switch for a few seconds.
The problem there is that in the process of switching, your tonal awareness takes a blow and you lose your sense of purpose and sobriety.
And "dream hopping" is in fact possibly a bit dangerous. The last time I did that too many times, Carlos himself showed up to distract me from doing more.
Awake, walking around.
What you're perceiving is not the blue station, it's the green. And would turn into the red, if you played with it as if it were real.
But if you're practicing that immobile, either sitting or lying down, you'll go into sleeping dreaming if things get interesting.
Then believe you "had a vision".
Yogis do that all the time. Confuse switching over to their dreamer, with some kind of psychic super power.
But in your case, there's no groupies to impress.
So make an effort to be walking around to play with things like dream bubble puffs.
The floating head in or around a puff is not quite a dream.
There's external awareness behind that aspect.
In all common cases at the green line.
Thanks, cat's example was very clear, dream hopping happened to me especially in sleeping dreams,
In some of my dreams I met some IOB (don't know) ,their energy was like electricity ( shaking a cola so hard and then poooof ), like whirlwind maybe (sometimes with like ultrasonic screams or something like that)
I don't know what to do , felt like trapped in those states, is that IOB platform (state) , what should I do with them ?