tldr; Feeling nausea and might still have a large inorganic being wrapped around me. I haven't checked in an hour after it consistently being there for two. Watching tv and sipping water for the nausea while managing the my fear and trying to focus on anything else to move my assemblage point back to the blue zone.
The dinner I ate might be making me ill, but the problem is I am in the middle or was in the middle of a major inorganic being interaction for the first time. After doing a lot of darkroom today I was feeling good so ate and got ready for round three.
Almost immediatly a giant centipede/millipede came through a wall and immediatly wrapped around me. I freaked out and tried pulling it off and it came off. To only go back around me, a few tries to getting rid of it was futile as it is too long.
I haven't read the books, as I planned to when I reach a roadblock. Everytime I have had a question I just looked it up on this subreddit and it has worked great. It has been a few months of very consistent work on learning to be silent. I now have a problem I couldn't find in the subreddit.
Can an Inorganic being cause severe nausea? It started as soon as I tried mashing the inorganic being into a ball as the length of it was causing it to rewrap around me as soon as I could pull it off after it started getting faster.
How long does an inorganic being do something like wrap itself around you? I have tried asking it to leave, to change to something else, tried wrestling it away, and throwing it the one time I got it completely off me. Nothing worked.
Anything I need to know or do before just hydrating and letting the inorganic do it's thing and leave?
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Sunrise and five hours later the nausea is fading and the uncontrolled anxiety and fear have dissapeared. I appreciate the many hour long uncomfortable hug my giant bug friend. Even if I do prefer not to be touched.
I will start reading the books now, I need to know how to interact with Allies properly.
Please let me know if I should delete this or leave it up. I don't have the insight to know what is harmful or helpful to people.
Leave it up bro leave it up. This is good. In my opinion.
I want to ask questions before I answer.
Did you see the centipede in Darkroom? On a puff? Without a puff? Was it realistic looking? Did it feel solid? Was is looking like a projected image or more solid and opaque?
Go and put cold water to your neck all around it and let the water flow to your chest belly and your back. Put cold water in your face too. And don't wipe the water off you. As cold as possible. Better go do a cold bath. The cold shock and the breathing you will do to cope with it will bring you back.
Darkroom, then in and out afterwords in any dim room. It was made of red puff energy, but not inside a puff. Extremely bright, the head was dark puple/blue/black. When wrapped around me. It was more like large tubes of red energy thick as my forearm. off to go do as advised, ty (haven't been in a dark/dim room since posting.)
Don't focus on it and try not to think about it. Do something else, behave as you would if it never happened.
Occupy yourself with something that will catch your attention a lot,so much that you wont think about the incident.
I think you'll be ok 🙂
Alright, thank you. I appreciate it a lot.
The raw animal fear will attract it; so do as Athina prescribes; last, as in any encounter, focus on the area of your navel, and deprive the creature of any feelings .
Man up, or give up.
There's no other options.
I mean, shit! You have a supernatural entity visiting you???
And you're unhappy about it?!
Besides, if you really have an IOB messing with you, it's almost surely the same one who hid under your bed as a child.
So you being attacked by it is likely as old as your nightmares.
Stomach ache? Try Carlos' "healing rest" technique where you lay on your stomach with your head facing left, and if cold put a towel over your back.
It seems to lure your double to come help.
Your double can see through the inorganic beings, when it needs to. Remove the fear they're after, so that they have to change tactics.
reverse the situation its does not own you yoh own it ... relax and don't bother with it .
Boy you tripping yourself out. We're here to help people who read the books. Take it from someone who has been there - stop fuckin around with energy when you are gonna eat. I eat once a day at midnight. I used to think I had food poisoning all the time. Puke that bad boy off, get those hands un-numb and go read 😎
update day 2: lingering effects persisting and come off and on. trouble not thinking about it, but distracting myself as much as I can to not think about it and do normal things like tv, video games, work, reading, etc. sunrise and early morning is so far consistently on 'off time'. Recieved some help privately to take care of it. So just giving it more time I guess while the lingering effects seem not as strong. Cold shower/bath helps a lot if a moment is too strong.
will update again when return back to normal completely.