Written record of a short conversation between Dan and Carlos on Silence

From the Sunday Class held on May 4, 1997 at Dance Home in Santa Monica (1-3 PM PDT):

Daniel asked, "When you are trying to be silent and thoughts come in, what should you do about the internal dialogue?"

Castaneda responded, "Internal dialogue is when you are thinking about yourself, just churning." He acted it out, "'I should have said that, and then they would have done that. How could she have said that? I can't believe they acted like that!' That's internal dialogue. Other stray thoughts that come up--they'll come, let them go. If you don't fuel them and feed them, they won't stay. You're not supposed to force the silence. You're supposed to accrue the moments of silence. Don't just do it for a little while and then think you've got to rest." He mimicked someone saying, "'Whew! God, I've done it for three minutes already. I've got to take a break!"

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When Carlos mentions that you're not supposed to force the silence, he's viewing it from the point of being empty enough (from the recapitulation) that there isn't as much fuel that is feeding the internal dialogue.

Meaning if you have to force it to the point where you feel you have to take a break after three minutes, it means you haven't put in enough real effort and time on the other practices that support one's silence efforts.

At least that's my interpretation...

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 14 points 2024-04-02 16:16

And another excerpt from that page that might confuse paper, and should probably be discussed:

“Castaneda opened the floor for questions. J__ asked what time of day we should recapitulate.

"Don't recapitulate for eight hours. Whenever you recapitulate, do it with a real clear head; with a clear and strong intent to be there and burn up that portion of your life. Do it every day, as intensely as you can, and then stop. Don't try to do it for long stretches.

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Three hours might be the limit of what Carlos would defined as a long stretch…no more.

And on this J___:

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u/danl999 1 points 2024-04-02 20:08

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u/danl999 7 points 2024-04-02 22:15

I don't think you can take the advice Carlos gave to a specific audience and try to universally apply it.

Even don Juan's advice varied greatly between the apprentices.

In fact, he even seemed to alter his personality for each.

One would expect him to be a stalker in that way.

Taisha even thought he was going to rape her.

And La Gorda called him "A Devil from another time".

So you could go into the books and show that the advice Carlos gave there isn't what don Juan was teaching regarding how much effort and how much time to put into things.

Not to mention, women have flexible assemblage points, and probably shouldn't be forcing anything.

They get lucky once in a while and the second attention is visible to them due to their monthly cycle.

But however you learn to be silent, and however you recapitulate, you ought to insist on results as amazing as in the books.

Or we all know what will happen.

Nothing.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 3 points 2024-04-02 22:22

In fact, only two reference to 'forcing' and 'silence' can be found in the books. Took an hour to search through all 20 books in the PDF (A LOT of force references!). From the Silent Knowledge (1996) publication:

Inner silence, in the understanding of the sorcerers of don Juan's lineage, is the matrix for a gigantic step of evolution; the sorcerers of ancient Mexico called this gigantic step of evolution silent knowledge. Silent knowledge is a state of human awareness where knowing is automatic and instantaneous. Knowledge in this state is not the product of cerebral cogitations or logical inductions and deductions, or of generalizations based on similarities and dissimilarities. In silent knowledge, there is nothing a priori, nothing that could constitute a body of knowledge. For silent knowledge, everything is imminently now. Complex pieces of information can be grasped without any preliminaries.

Don Juan believed that silent knowledge was insinuated to early man, but that early man was not really the possessor of silent knowledge. He said that such an insinuation was infinitely stronger than what man experiences nowadays, where the bulk of knowledge, is the product of rote learning. He believed that although we have lost the insinuation, the avenue that leads to silent knowledge will always be open to man, and that it stems from the matrix of inner silence.

The attainment of inner silence is the prerequisite for all of the things that we have delineated in this elucidation. Don Juan taught that inner silence must be gained by a consistent pressure of discipline. He said that it has to be accrued, or that it has to be stored, bit by bit, second by second. In other words, one has to force oneself to be silent, if it is only for a few seconds. Don Juan claimed that if one is persistent, persistence overcomes habit, and thus, one arrives at a threshold of accrued seconds or minutes, a threshold which varies from person to per-son. If, for instance, the threshold of inner silence is for any given individual, ten minutes, once this mark is reached, inner silence happens by itself, by it's own accord, so to speak...

...I had been seeing energy as it flows in the universe all my life, but I had not been conscious of it. To get energy as it flows in the universe was not the novelty. The novelty was the query that arose with such fury that it made me surface back into the world of everyday life. "What has been keeping me from realizing that I have seen energy as it flows in the universe all my life?" I asked myself.

Don Juan explained it to me, making a distinction between general awareness and being deliberately conscious of something. He said that our human condition is to have this deep awareness, but that all the instances of this deep awareness are not at the level of being deliberately conscious of them. He said that inner silence had bridged the gap, as was it's function, and had allowed me to become conscious of things I had only been aware of in a general sense.

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And from the book The Fire From Within (1984):

I told him I was very conscious of the fact that in general I had stopped talking to myself, but did not know how I had done it. If asked to explain the procedure I would not know what to say.

"The explanation is simplicity itself," he said. "You willed it, and thus you set a new intent, a new command. Then your command became the Eagle's command.

"This is one of the most extraordinary things that the new seers found out: Our command can become the Eagle's command. The internal dialogue stops in the same way it begins; by an act of will. After all, we are forced to start talking to ourselves by those who teach us. As they teach us, they engage their will and we engage ours— both without knowing it. As we learn to talk to ourselves, we learn to handle will. We will ourselves to talk to ourselves. The way to stop talking to ourselves is to use exactly the same method; we must will it; we must intend it."

We were silent for a few minutes. I asked him to whom he was referring when he said that we had teachers who taught us to talk to ourselves.

"I was talking about what happens to human beings when they are infants," he replied, "a time when they are taught by everyone around them to repeat an endless dialogue about themselves. The dialogue becomes internalized, and that force alone keeps the assemblage point fixed....

"...The fact of the matter is that many children see," he went on. "Most of those who see are considered to be oddballs and every effort is made to correct them, to make them solidify the position of their assemblage points."

"But would it be possible to encourage children to keep their assemblage points more fluid?" I asked.

"Only if they live among the new seers," he said. "Otherwise they would get entrapped, as the old seers did, in the intricacies of the silent side of man. And, believe me, that's worse than being caught in the clutches of rationality."

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u/danl999 7 points 2024-04-03 13:23

I facebooked it.

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u/Space_Ratio 1 points 2026-01-10 00:51

how did the old seers got 'entraped in the intricacies of the silent side of man'? And what is the new seers' solution to not get entrapped? Is this explained in 'Fire from within'?

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 1 points 2026-01-10 01:31

We don’t know because we’re not in the same training situation as they were. The old seers that is. There’s VERY little chance, outside of a tribal culture (which are fast disappearing, or not what they once were), that young children could/would be trained in these practices from early childhood.

As far as the new seers, they came to their training situation as fully socially-indoctrinated adults. That upbringing is thusly in there, and there’s no erasing it (short of profound brain damage)….so there’s no chance they could be completely untethered from the first attention like an old seers acolyte who grew up immersed in the second attention for the majority of their days.

The newer seers dipped-into the dark sea (non ordinary reality), and then out again. Like flexing a muscle. Taking deeper dives, periodically, and resurfacing.

The old seers lived in (metaphorical) submarines on the seafloor!

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u/Space_Ratio 1 points 2026-01-10 02:13

Ah I see, thanks for the detailed reply!

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 6 points 2024-04-02 23:14

Not to mention, women have flexible assemblage points, and probably don't need to be forcing anything, if that's too unpleasant for them.

From The Eagle's Gift:

"I answered her with a long explanation of what don Juan had told me about the encumbering force of personal history, and the need that a warrior has to erase it. I wrapped it up by telling her that he had prohibited me from ever talking about my life.

She laughed in a high falsetto voice. She seemed to be delighted.

"That applies only to men," she said. "The not-doing of your personal life is to tell endless stories, but not a single one about your real self. You see, being a man means that you have a solid history behind you. You have family, friends, and acquaintances; and every one of them has a definite idea of you. Being a man means that you're accountable. You cannot disappear that easily. In order to erase yourself, you needed a lot of work.

"My case is different. I'm a woman and that gives me a splendid advantage. I'm not accountable. Don't you know that women are not accountable?"

"I don't know what you mean by accountable," I said.

"I mean that a woman can easily disappear," she replied. "A woman can, if nothing else, get married. A woman belongs to the husband. In a family with lots of children, the daughters are discarded very early. No one counts on them and chances are that some will vanish without leaving a trace. Their disappearance is easily accepted.

"A son, on the other hand, is something one banks on. It's not that easy for a son to slip off and vanish. And even if he does, he will leave traces behind him. A son feels guilty for disappearing. A daughter does not.

"When the Nagual trained you to keep your mouth shut about your personal life, he intended to help you to overcome your feeling of having done wrong to your family and friends who were counting on you one way or another.

"After a lifetime struggle, the male warrior ends up, of course, erasing himself, but that struggle takes it's toll on the man. He becomes secretive; forever on guard against himself. A woman doesn't have to contend with that hardship. A woman is already prepared to disintegrate into thin air. In fact, it's expected of her.

"Being a woman, I'm not compelled to secrecy. I don't give a fig about it. Secrecy is the price you men have to pay for being important to society. That struggle is only for the men because they resent erasing themselves, and they would find curious ways to pop up somewhere; somehow. Take yourself for instance: You go around giving lectures.""

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u/danl999 9 points 2024-04-03 13:52

It's GENIUS!

Beginners won't see it, but once you reach silent knowledge, there you are, face to face with a magic mirror.

Endless visions of the past, the present, and even the future, appear as "videos" on it.

For real!!!!

We don't pretend our magic.

I'm disappointed these days if I don't see at least 10 "videos in the air", and mildly depressed if I can't "zip" into any of the, the way Josefina is said to have "swished" into the colors she found at Zuleica's house.

Maybe I should start using "swish" instead of "zip", because you "zip" in side dreams, but in the waking world, when you break the laws of physics like that, your energy body is what allows it. And it moves through ouro physical space very easily, without any disturbance.

So it's a "swish" and not the violent "zip" of sleeping dreams where your energy body can distort that entire reality.

So what does owning your own "magic mirror" have to do with this passage?

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Greed!!!

I know that's a very bad word up at the blue line, and even out in the purple range on the J curve, greed is still bad.

However, as Gordon Gekko famously said in a movie, "Greed is Good".

And that's slightly true for Silent Knowledge.

Up at the blue line, greed is bad because it focuses you on other people, and how to manipulate them by pretending you have magic.

At the purple line, you're focused on REAL MAGIC IN YOUR FACE!

And greedy to get more of that.

Which causes you to pay close attention to why some nights you get startling amounts of Silent Knowledge, freely moving back and forth in time for perhaps a full 30 minutes, but other nights your stuck on the outside of the glass of the magic mirror, wishing you could go inside.

And a huge part of it is your personal history. It becomes visible in that state.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 5 points 2024-04-02 23:30

I don't think you can take the advice Carlos gave to a specific audience and try to universally apply it. Even don Juan's advice varied greatly between the apprentices.

Speaking as someone with serious anxiety issues and hyperactive/ADHD tendencies, it is not only nearly-useless advice to tell someone so afflicted, and who knows they NEED to silence their inner monologue, to "just force it off!"

Especially in a darkroom situation in the absence of most external stimuli.

Your thoughts start to pile-upon each other in an ever-increasing crescendo, with mere microseconds between them, until you feel like you need to smash rocks into your skull to relieve the pressure.

Or jump out of your own skin 😬.

Some people simply have to much going on up there! And need to drain the swamp BEFORE they can make substantive progress.

For example, I'm of the daydreamer/artistic type that can (endemically) sit in a chair for literally hours, and think about stuff non-stop. Don't even need TV when the fantasies flow that freely.

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u/danl999 7 points 2024-04-03 14:07

Maybe we can eventually discover a waking dreaming technique which doesn't require forcing, such as gazing.

In fact, gazing might be more useful for those with ADHD, if they can find a gazing situation where they don't lose interest.

Gazing is the FASTEST path to real magic.

It's just that no one ever keeps it up.

They find some magic, but then don't believe that can lead to the amazing heights of visible magic, known as "Silent Knowledge".

Perhaps you can "gaze for silent knowledge", by adding a waking dreaming element to it.

Just an example: You gaze at a stucco wall which has some mud on it, slightly crossing the eyes, so that it's formed a fake 3D look by combining wrong details, with other wrong details.

And you gaze at that, looking for "weirdness".

Trying to "relax" to allow the maximum weirdness, knowing (without remembering it) that "videos in the air" can also materialize if you relax for long enough, and don't fall victim to "expecting" them.

Any technique we discover, I could animate and preserve forever.

Assuming Skynet is ok with that.

Let the humans sit around and dream. Seems like a good AI policy.

We might come in handy, and it's so easy to feed us.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 1 points 2024-04-03 14:27

I suppose the intention behind this post other than the fact that I literally just stumbled over that passage, which is on the same page where he forgot to mention that he walked around for years with two eucalyptus sticks between the fingers of his left hand, was to point out that we tend to gloss over the pain involved in forcing silence in darkroom for some people.

I've had people tell me in private chat that they felt like they were going out of their mind, and in so many words implied that "I don't need this aggravating s***!!"

Even though they absolutely do!

It's meditation that calms you to the point where you can take a nice sleepy nap. 😴

Which reminds me of a title from one of the sorcery theater plays the group gave:

"August 16, 1997 - 5 PM - Sorcery Theater Rehearsal and party at the compound on Pandora. [Felix Gutsmuths and I attend, along with most of Cleargreen. Carol plays several major roles, including the nearly comatose “guru” in a sketch with Carola (roles later reprised at the August 23-27, 1997, workshop by Miles and Brandon).]"

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u/danl999 2 points 2024-04-03 16:48

Good to hear Carol isn't falling for Hinduism, by attending Yoga classes.

She must be stalking someone (you can stalk a young lover too).

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u/WitchyCreatureView 2 points 2024-04-03 16:55

Gazing is painful for the eyes, because a single blink can mess up the weirdness and relaxation, so I guess that's why it's difficult to stick with.

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u/danl999 3 points 2024-04-03 18:28

Indoor gazing, humidifier, and some weird Beatles poster from the psychedelic age to stare at?

I'm pretty sure there's a nice gazing path which could include the expectation of Silent Knowledge, but we just don't have it yet.

Could be, the "lineage classic" is the best. Pile of leaves gazing.

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u/WitchyCreatureView 2 points 2024-04-03 19:13

I could try a humidifier with a psychedelic thing. Mostly I've been trying to create more tactile sensations to match up with the visual and audio stuff. I mean, I can melt a wall visually, but if I still tactilely am stuck in the first attention and not tactilely shifted to my double then the wall wouldn't work very well as a portal.

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u/danl999 3 points 2024-04-03 20:21

Ultrasonic humidifiers are around $40, but wonderful things.

You can literally fill a small room with fog.

Last perhaps 6 months of nightly usage.

I noticed perhaps 20 years ago that more magic happened when I induced silence, when the air was humid from a rainstorm.

Since then I always turn mine on unless I forget about it.

Walking around with your eyes open in darkness, can lead to dry eye after a half hour.

Maybe because you aren't constantly moving your eyeball small amounts left and right to look at things, so that it doesn't stay as moist as when the room has light and your looking at things that are fully directional.

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u/WitchyCreatureView 3 points 2024-04-03 16:59

I was just thinking about ADHD and OCD and other neurological tendencies like that yesterday in terms of energy.

Maybe you could try to see this, but I thought the normal neurotic "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT" or "Yes, just like yesterday, you need to do this" or "I really need to . . ." is the back-and-forth wavering motion (normal average internal dialogue).

Then the relaxed non-dialogue is a spinning wheel (the whorl).

But there are alternative formations, like impulsive-compulsive lines shooting in chosen directions based on positive or negative energies (obsessive-compulsive).

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u/danl999 4 points 2024-04-03 18:38

You get to "see" that movement in Silent Knowledge, but it's unlikely you can bring it back to this level.

The description Carlos gave of a "back and forth" is actually too sparse to be what he saw.

I'll try to describe what I saw.

I was looking down at the top of my head, but it had been flattened out by slicing off the top part, to make a flat surface.

Which wasn't oozing brains or blood like that last Rambo movie.

It was a flat "room" like structure.

Yellowish.

And my internal dialogue was visible as a disturbance in the details of it, moving left to the end of the "room", and then back to the right limit.

Of course, absent any confirming voice, I can't be sure exactly what I was in fact looking at.

people visualize "Seeing" with the "Superman Effect" tainting their expectations.

As don Juan recommended, we should read text to avoid misinterpreting our own seeing.

So we've all been warned.

Don't overtrust your seeing.

Not only that, but don Juan and Silvio seemed to screw up "seeing" on a regular basis, in the books.

It's just "Knowledge" which comes from Silence instead of from our brain or from events taking place in our ordinary reality.

"Knowledge" which just appears.

BUT, exactly what constitutes "knowledge"?

There's where the "superman effect" makes it hopeless for anyone how hasn't experienced it, to understand it.

How a leaf blowing in the wind tumbles, is "knowledge".

All of your reality, is "knowledge".

That flows from the emanations also!

We're just trapped in a repeating loop of a specific flow of "knowledge", which we were born into.

If you shifted your assemblage point until you reached the world of the green worms who seek out glowing bright pink dots to consume, they have "knowledge" there too.

Such as how the yummy pink dots ooze into your "mouth" and supply you with both food and water.

But the "knowledge" there is of no use here at all.

And there's a lot weirder places than the planet of the worms.

(Which I just made up as an example.)

Fortunately, SK is partly determined by your latent concerns.

And we don't have any latent concerns about places that exotic, even if it's possible for us to travel there.

We have no memories of them.

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u/WitchyCreatureView 4 points 2024-04-03 19:14

If you shifted your assemblage point until you reached the world of the green worms who seek out glowing bright pink dots to consume, they have "knowledge" there too.

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u/danl999 1 points 2024-04-03 14:07

Maybe we can eventually discover a waking dreaming technique which doesn't require forcing, such as gazing.

In fact, gazing might be more useful for those with ADHD, if they can find a gazing situation where they don't lose interest.

Gazing is the FASTEST path to real magic.

It's just that no one ever keeps it up.

They find some magic, but then don't believe that can lead to the amazing heights of visible magic, known as "Silent Knowledge".

Perhaps you can "gaze for silent knowledge", by adding a waking dreaming element to it.

Just an example: You gaze at a stucco wall which has some mud on it, slightly crossing the eyes, so that it's formed a fake 3D look by combining wrong details, with other wrong details.

And you gaze at that, looking for "weirdness".

Trying to "relax" to allow the maximum weirdness, knowing (without remembering it) that "videos in the air" can also materialize if you relax for long enough, and don't fall victim to "expecting" them.

Any technique we discover, I could animate and preserve forever.

Assuming Skynet is ok with that.

Let the humans sit around and dream. Seems like a good AI policy.

We might come in handy, and it's so easy to feed us.

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u/danl999 1 points 2024-04-03 14:16

Maybe we can eventually discover a waking dreaming technique which doesn't require forcing, such as gazing.

In fact, gazing might be more useful for those with ADHD, if they can find a gazing situation where they don't lose interest.

Gazing is the FASTEST path to real magic.

It's just that no one ever keeps it up.

They find some magic, but then don't believe that can lead to the amazing heights of visible magic, known as "Silent Knowledge".

Perhaps you can "gaze for silent knowledge", by adding a waking dreaming element to it.

Just an example: You gaze at a stucco wall which has some mud on it, slightly crossing the eyes, so that it's formed a fake 3D look by combining wrong details, with other wrong details.

And you gaze at that, looking for "weirdness".

Trying to "relax" to allow the maximum weirdness, knowing (without remembering it) that "videos in the air" can also materialize if you relax for long enough, and don't fall victim to "expecting" them.

Any technique we discover, I could animate and preserve forever.

Assuming Skynet is ok with that.

Let the humans sit around and dream. Seems like a good AI policy.

We might come in handy, and it's so easy to feed us.

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u/Gnos_Yidari 2 points 2024-04-03 00:54

But however you learn to be silent, and however you recapitulate, you ought to insist on results as amazing as in the books. Or we all know what will happen. Nothing.

And, in the 1990's things were globally speaking, and on the whole, far more prosaic than they are now. So it was not as warranted, to take such a hardline approach to instructing when Castaneda and the witches were giving workshops and classes.

That didn't work out all that well. And those days are gone.

Things are worse enough, that we're even passing laws because people are demanding access to more legal substances in order to self-medicate.

So Cleargreen's entirely roundabout approach needs to go the way of the Dodo.

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u/WitchyCreatureView 5 points 2024-04-02 22:18

My interpretation would be that by trying to force silence you might just be trying to do that with the internal dialogue . . . so, it's more neurotic or neurotic-y self-reflection or deflection or something. Better silence is more open where thoughts rise and pass away, eventually won't stay if you don't actively feed them.

Not going more than 3 minutes is just a laziness / energy / impatience issue.

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u/Gnos_Yidari 4 points 2024-04-03 00:09

Or a pain issue

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And, in the 1990's things were globally speaking, and on the whole, far more prosaic than they are now. So it was not as warranted, to take such a hardline approach to instructing when Castaneda and the witches were giving workshops and classes.

That didn't work out all that well. And those days are gone. So Cleargreen's entirely roundabout approach needs to go the way of the Dodo.

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u/WasteSugar7 2 points 2024-09-30 16:11

You described my experience of trying to force it, when it comes from ID. Sometimes I can force it, through an act of will. But that’s different. That feels more like just making a decision and it happening… and I can’t do that if I am identified with the ID… so in an effect, the effect happens before the cause haha. Cus being identified with the ID is the main problem.

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u/YungSnuggieDisciple 2 points 2024-04-03 08:26

“Other stray thoughts that come up—they’ll come, let them go. If you don’t fuel them and feed them, they won’t stay.”

See, I ran into something similar back before I found out about Carlos, but given the circumstances then, there was ZERO MAGIC to chase after, just more inventory to add to the pretending. I suppose that chalks another point up for outside practices being soooo close to having real magic, but of course they’re too busy running a business to explore the real thing, not to mention the sheer amount of pants-shitting fear from seeing what they believe to be demons/ghosts.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 1 points 2024-04-06 10:34

From the older all-students-chat group on April 4, 2024:

sahivash - I have a question that may u answered this question before but I wanna investigate more.

You say force to stop ur internal dialog.

What do u mean exactly about force stop ?

I mean the internal dialog or thinks comes and those are from our Tonal. Negative and Positive depends on our mind and ego.

For instance:

1_she/he told u that and u answered badly

2_U didn't finish ur work

3_U did it well u are intelligence

4_why he told me that

5_ bad or good memories and mental images

Ok we know this very well but I wanna know what do u mean about force stop ?

Do u say a special world to ur mind ? For example: ok or doesn't matter or u right etc.

Or. You listen to them be carefully and after that ur mind stop

Or. You ignore it and u don't attention them.

I read some articles about (How to stop Internal dialog?)

And I read some technique like : when u listen carefully to ur mind ur mind stop talking

Or. See but don't care etc.

u/danl999 - All of that is wrong.

You just notice if a word popped into your mind, and you stop it from doing that. It doesn't matter if the thoughts or words are "good" or "bad". They're all about THIS reality, and even a single word, pulls the assemblage point back here.

So first thing to do is find out how long you can go with even one single word in your mind. That's a test to see if you have figured out what the internal dialogue is. Some just can't see it. We don't understand why, but usually what they describe shows they're judging good and bad and not counting any words as part of the internal dialogue. Try to see if you can feel your jaw muscles moving slightly, as if they were speaking the internal dialogue out loud. Most can feel that if they look closely. But even if they don't, it's just ANY word in your mind, which has to go.

Understand, our reality is selected by wherever you focus your awareness .So that a single word, like "hamburger" will doom you to remain in this reality, where hamburgers exist. It's a little more complicated than that of course, because later on you realize, you can still have words with you once you reach silent knowledge. But they'll prevent you from going back in time, inside the videos in the air. The pull of the double's assemblage point, is strong enough to overcome a few words, once the two assemblage points are in alignment. But until then, even one word can pull you back to the blue zone, wherever you have gotten on the J curve

Carlos gave an example of an internal dialogue, in those book quotes Techno posted (in this post). You might want to read those. He was trying to show how useless our internal dialogue is, in the first place. But even if it were 'Pure genius", it's still going to pull you back to your ordinary reality. You could be Elon Musk and you just figured out how to get men to Mars, 10 times faster, and safely. Doesn't matter. His internal dialogue traps him, the same as a washed up old boxer with a bent nose's internal dialogue traps him. Or Einstein's. Or Hitler's. Or Yogananda's. Or attention-seeking Mother Teresa.

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Good, bad, genius, idiot. It makes no difference. The internal dialogue summons a specific reality, which requires your assemblage point to be located up at the shoulder blades. Moving it all the way to the end of the J curve, doesn't make you a "good person". In fact, the old seers were likely bastards. That has nothing to do with magic. Even bastards are given magic by "The Eagle" if they can remove their internal dialogue.

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 1 points 2024-04-06 10:34

From the students-chat channel on April 5, 2024:

Does INNER SILENCE mean that which results from total undivided focus/attention on the task at hand to the exclusion of everything else?

I’m sure there’s more to it than only that, and it’s far easier said than done, but it’s a totally genuine question because we all have at least fleeting moments of this while doing everyday tasks. In such cases it seems to me that to some degree we have forgotten about ourselves, we are not talking to ourselves or fantasising (as far as I’ve been aware), and for the most part there is no internal imagery.

Would total undivided focus/attention to the task at hand at least be a taste, an inkling, of what I should be doing to FORCE INNER SILENCE (cut off the internal dialogue) while practicing DRG? So, not strictly FORCING, but the INNER SILENCE comes indirectly by focussing on the task?

No. That's a buddhist delusion. Designed to turn followers into zombies.

Inner silence means, sleep walking. The precise opposite of "be here now".

However, once you have real magic "in your face", focusing entirely on that will shift the assemblage point. Either down the middle if you look for even better magic to come from it, or horizontally if you "treat it as real", in which case things can get very bizarre. horizontal shifts are fun, but they come with increasing lack of sobriety. Sobriety seems to require being relatively in the middle of Man's band. At least, at first.

but holy shit this is tough.

yes, but even Buddhists and Yogis admit that if you get rid of the internal dialogue, you are "enlightened".

So you'll reach the level they claim is some kind of ultimate, and even more fully than they do, since they never end up seeing the kind of magic we do. Which means, they barely got silent at all.

I suppose without the "endorsements" from a Buddhist master, people aren't as interested in being "enlightened"?But if you check, you'll see many westernized Buddhists admiting if you can get rid of the internal dialogue, you've done all they pretend to do. Odd that they believe they fully got rid of it, but it's impossible to hold an honest conversation with them. They know it's fake, so they've very defensive. I suppose they think it's real, but they're lacking. And believe if they just keep pretending it's the ultimate, they'll catch up with whoever they believe really did achieve what their system pretends to do.

Wish I had an honest Buddhist master to question. But there aren't any. Even Shinzen's head explodes if you question what he's doing .I can't imagine what Ingram would do, but I don't want to find out. At least he's got some beginner's magic going on. He's a valuable asset to us, because we can monitor if anyone is capable of finding their way out of the green and red zones, without precisely following the path of the old seers. My inclination is to believe that's not possible. The assemblage point won't switch sides on the body, if you are still deluded by religion.