Hello. I chose this way. And I know that this path is dangerous and I should not be afraid of death and pain.
In my opinion, the first thing a person should prove to himself and intent before entering magic is that he accepts his fate and is not afraid of death. If he does not do this, he will be like a soldier who runs away when he hears the first shot.
The intention is here and is watching us. If it doesn't connect with you, I don't know why! Ask her! Maybe he gave you a clear sign!
He is related to me. Today I wanted to prove it to him. I thought to myself and said that I accept my fate and am not afraid of death. I deliberately said that I want to cut my jugular vein. If you want me to stay in magic, keep me alive and if you don't want me, don't save me drom dying! I saw some very clear and good signs, he told me to kill myself!
I was really in danger of dying, how did I know that he would choose my life? But there was no other way
I researched pain relief and found that adrenaline greatly reduced pain
This morning, I raised my adrenaline as much as I could, I took a big sharp knife and Plunge the knife near my vein! But... no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't continue! Damn! I did not want to die! While before committing suicide, I had promised myself to accept my fate! And I was sure I would!
I finally took out the knife and accepted my defeat but told him that I would do my best to commit suicide as soon as possible.
After that, it occurred to me that what we should be afraid of is not death, it is dont starting witchcraft! Rather, it is dont starting the life!
But I'm still scared to death
How did you guys deal with death?<-------
If you think that I did not commit suicide, I will send you a picture of my neck, and if you think that the intention is not related to me, it is better to ban me, but he does not allow it. It is better that we all know about his existence. However, as Don Juan said, he is trying to prove his existence to all people! He is here now! And he hears my voice
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The stated purpose of this subreddit is to aid in restoring the reputation of Carlos Castaneda and the knowledge he imparted, which means we are sticking to what really works, as proven by direct experience by long-practicing members. We need to make clear our intent to move away, as a community, from the mistakes others have made. Content that is at-odds with this purpose will, upon review, be removed.
Hey, you seem confused about what sorcery is.
A good thing is that after all this years we've seen everything.
And you are not the first one with knives on the neck!
There was a guy advicing a technique about burying oneself with a knife, so one could believe he was actually going to die.
That's shamanic trash, designed to impress others and make some money.
It doesn't work.
For real magic, you need to remove you internal dialogue.
Hello my friend
And you say that witchcraft is not dangerous? How much risk did the ancient seers accept to get here?
I do not consider shamanism to be more than garbage. I only accept Castaneda
?is intent related to you?
Wow you are really confused, and I've just seen your old posts in this subreddit.
We had to moderate all your content since it's harmful for new people reading and trying to learn.
And you come back with a post about suicide?
When Carlos never wrote about that?
Go away.