It all happened before i even knew that castaneda or any of that non ordinary reality, ect. existed.I was at a bar with a guy i had just met and my friend who at the time was telling me about castaneda And how He started having weird dreams in which he would meet other people. I thought He was crazy but still i had little belief He was telling the truth.
We ended up going to an apartment very far from where i was living. It belonged to the other guy we had just met . It was late . About 23:00 . We were talking about some stuff that i can’t recall when suddendly i started feeling some weird ,evil aura where the other guy was sitting . I thought he was a demon. I pointed it out to my friend because i knew he was knowleldgeable about some other realities which at the time i thought to be stupid . Still , i needed an explanation becouse i was feeling weird myself . I cant explain it . Its as if i was aware of everything around me .my friend reassured my to stay calm and to not be afraid of it( the evil aura)Then he told me to Close my eyes and instrucrioned me to forget about everything . I closed my eyes and started cleaning my head . I forgot everything i had known .Then i started seeing numbers And objects moving away from me . Then , i was in the middle of nowhere . It was so empty that it was frightening. I felt the horror of complete emptyness . I saw a white figure in front of me which for some reason seemed alive to me . I identified it as “great nothingness”I got so scarred that i would be trapped in there forever so i opened my eyes . It all happened in a span of about 10 seconds.
The experience gave me great power of deleting my inner dialogue at my will . A Month passed And my ability was gone.
After all of that happened i started reading castaneda And found about an ally in the name of “devils weed” i think its description might fit what i had encountered becauss of how fast It all happened .
What should i do ? Can i tame It or do i get rid of it?
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You actually can't know what was all this. The feeling of fear of the evil aura you described are enough stimuli to help you move your assemblance point.
Usually inorganic beings are like that. But you don't have more and valid interactions with it to verify that.
Good news is that if you want to learn to experience other realities and interact with an inorganic being, you are at the right place.
You can start studying our wiki material and hop right into practice. You'll need to learn to do darkroom and see the inorganic there, if you want to tame it.
If you are not interested, just forget about everything , move on with your life like nothing never happened and don't look back.
It's of no use for learning sorcery.
And you seem to be infected with delusional Christian/Chinese mythology, which will make it nearly impossible for you to learn about the Allies.
It also sounds like your friend may be one of the pretenders who has plagued our community for the last 55 years. Although perhaps a "minor" one.
But if you really want to learn, give up attention seeking and get to work.
Everything you need to know is in here.
And pretty much every "monster in the closet" of people's childhoods is an ally.
Everyone has one, which seems to be a side effect of being "born". Being billions of years old, maybe they keep track of things well enough to "assign" their own to new babies.
They aren't something you can easily "tame", and certainly you can't get rid of them.
That would be like trying to get rid of crows.
They likely have always tried to interact with you at least once each night in dreams. Look for the annoying 3rd grade teacher following you around, or a nagging mom. Persistent annoyances in dreams.
You can't get rid of them!
Exorcism is in other subreddits, where they 100% pretend their magic in order to steal attention and money from others.
This subreddit is for people who actually want to learn real magic and aren't looking to steal cash.
Unfortunately, it's the only one.
So we try to keep "noise" out of it.
Sorry , just really new to this and inexperienced
We don't "help" people in here, until it's obvious they're willing to learn.
You must be thinking of the other subreddits, where greed and lack of any real magic makes people very "aggregable" to newcomers.
But in here no one makes money in any way, and their only reward for the hard work of maintaining this subreddit is if others actually learn, making it easier for everyone in the future.
Meanwhile we come under attack 3 times a week, and have for the last 5 years.
So we don't see new people the way you'd imagine. We see people who might have been "Jedi mind tricked" to come bother us, by some particularly nasty spirits who feed on human awareness.
They've infested our planet. Killed our teacher in fact.
We're trying to get only sincere people in here, who are willing to do actual work.
Almost no one is, despite the fact that you get to kick the Buddha's delusional butt right away if you do.
Magic is "dimly lit" so that it's very hard to perceive. Once you do it's easy, but that initial view of it is so difficult, 99 out of 100 give up.
We're trying to change those odds, and restore magic to the world. It's been taken away for the last 10,000 years or so, by those invaders.
There's very good reason for what I'm saying here, as bizarre as it sounds.
But you'd have to stick around and learn or it wouldn't make sense.
And in fact, people were just predicting your post in chat, before it actually happened.
You know theres really so much information which is too advanced for new begginers including me . One day youre watching netflix And the other you are trying to learn sorcery . Theres just too much information and people like me can get lost . So pardon my question about perception couse some of us dont even grasp what simple things like this is
Maybe even a new thread for begginers?
This subreddit has an entire wiki, one section is entitled introduction. The books are also a good resource (after the first 4 are the most useful for learning).
A thread?
There's endless threads in here.
You mean some slaves, making a new subreddit to "help" sad lonely people, out of their own altruistic generosity, but where almost surely nothing good will ever happen? And where the people trying to help will inevitably be attacked over and over again by the mentally ill?
That's been experimented with by the women.
But nothing good ever happened in those that I know of, so far.
Anyway, it being a barrier to learn in here is a result of the huge volume of very useful information. Information on real magic which blows away all bibles, sacred texts, or "Yogi/Rinpoche lectures".
Real information which doesn't exist anywhere else except in the books of our teacher Carlos Castaneda, and the witches Taisha and Florinda.
Go read those if this subreddit is too complicated for you to figure out.
You've walked into the library of congress of real magic, and you're complaining that the place is too big!
And it's kind of a test to see if you'll ever be willing to do actual work to learn.
Seems so far that you won't. That human attention is what you want, not knowledge of magic.
Unfortunately those who can't study on their own, are hopeless causes.
I've tried to help types like that for 25 years now. Since our teacher died.
It never works. And they always curse you in the end.
We really do get 100 subscribers (and perhaps 200 lurkers) for every 1 person who is actually willing to do any work.
So your idea that it's possible to "help" beginners, is very mistaken.
It's your first misunderstanding of what real magic is.
You're thinking about fake magical systems from evil men such as Yogis or Buddhist "Masters", where all they really want is your money.
Those guys are VERY "helpful".
I'd say you're pretty much a big waste of our time, and soon your head will explode and we'll see what a pain in the butt you would have been if you stuck around.
There's a saying in sorcery.
The people who can learn it, are like there orphans in Mexico City, licking the plates of wealthy customers who just left, at the outdoor cafe.
The ones whose lives are miserable enough that they understand there's no choice but to escape.
The people luxuriously watching Netflix at home while eating Doritos, think they're already doing well. So they'll never even try to escape.
You came into the biggest collection of magical resources on the planet akin to the Great Library of Alexandria, and you didn't bother to read anything before you asked a question. Once you were guided to it, you whined that it was too hard. This is an indication of how much effort you will actually put in to learn sorcery -- none.
Dan, you need a new card, "The Lazy."