If no one finds any big flaws, this has to be done. The animation software is crashing, because it's too large for a single file.
They seem to top out at 10 minutes before there's problems.
If no one finds any requiring me to regenerate it, I'll put higher res versions up on archive dot org and you can download them from there if you want to play them elsewhere.
But there's no permission to modify it, or use it to claim you can teach sorcery.
Shame on anyone who makes that claim!
It's not possible to teach sorcery. It's either the Nagual's blow and a real lineage, being given to an old seer as a child, or doing all the work yourself.
And no one is going to pay for lessons on how to do all the work themselves.
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Don't forget to put it up on YouTube as well.
It's there. And I got rid of a lot of the test ones.
Womb Dreaming Part 1 - 1080p - YouTube
Well done!
It says in the beginning at the bottom "Sorcery Basics Video No. 4." Are there other videos in this series?
I'm trying to make 12 by last count of needed topics.
1: https://archive.org/details/layered-sk-1080p_202310
2: https://archive.org/details/second-attention-ap-1080p
3: https://archive.org/details/luminous-sphere-1080p
fyi, I can save these three to my desktop but cannot save the womb dreaming video.
I didn't put it up there yet, in case someone finds a glaring mistake.
Athina had holes in her sleeves when it focused the camera on the pink butterfly with my little pony legs.
If the camera gets too close to something, it removes the mesh.
Not something you'd actually notice unless you were watching carefully.
I've actually been finding errors in Netflix cartoons lately.
Embarrassing ones, for the animators if someone pointed them out to them.
i need to start working through some of the animations and graphics you've put up. the few i've seen seem really neat.
I just listed the first 3 in this series for Elaine, in a comment in this post.
Eventually I hope to educate people and get rid of all the pretending and mistaken beliefs.
It's sad how people try to pick a topic and "explain" it, and in the process, even if they're slightly correct, they sensationalize it far beyond what it warrants.
Like the guy commenting on losing the human form, in the cleargreen group.
It has some surprising insights, surprising because most people are completely clueless about such topics.
But it's totally off base in the conclusions, and clearly written by someone with no actual sorcery knowledge.
People try to turn topics no one understands into a "warning" kind of thing. To make themselves feel important.
Buddhists do the same, if you question why they can't perceive spirits.
The animations include quotes from the books, to show that they're accurate.
Not to mention, I see that stuff daily!
No theories in those. It's all what you'll see too.
Even that second attention assemblage point is fairly easy to see when you reach SK.
One thing you possibly can't see, is your own luminous egg.
La Gorda couldn't.
So I'll take my own failure to do that as just how things are.
Maybe the universe implodes if you see your own, like a bad star trek episode.
Saw Santa Claus has a patreon (private paid community) with 324 subscribers who each give 3,885 a month to be there, so that's already $1,258,740. And if it's the same amount of people the whole year that's $15,104,880 per year!
Yea, he's a very bad man.
Not quite correct
That metric actually means he’s receiving $3885 per month from a collective of 324 subscribers, in total is $46,620 per year. Above the median US salary by roughly $10,000, just for soothing the worries of people through a (relatively easy?) scam.
So it's good to know there are fewer than hundreds of people unhinged enough to give him thousands of dollars . . .
510 people give him $3479 per month. Averages out to almost $7 per person.
< "Like the guy commenting on losing the human form, in the cleargreen group."
I think it was a woman who said that. From her experience.
She concluded, "the crushing finality of it all, and how to perceive infinity with grace"
I really like what you said, "You lose the human form every single time you lose "the self" while practicing darkroom!
And it's really not some kind of disastrous revolution when it's gone, as this long explanation implies.
In fact, it's lovely."
Cognitive dissonance. Lovely Crushing finality
But then perceiving infinity with grace may be lovely.
But then again, maybe I'll just delete all this crap tomorrow and practice silence.
You can develop it like a muscle you know.
Let's just say you get past it, and it's not as drastic as that woman described.
There's far more to consider once you are that far out on the J curve.
I suspect in our cases, losing the human form won't even be noticeable. Because we learn by our own efforts, not by the Nagual's blow.
But yes, the next day you're the same idiot you were before.
Focusing on stuff like that before you actually get there, can cause obsessions which can make you imagine things are wrong. Especially if you are prone to schizophrenia and too lazy to practice for real.
And focusing on the negative side of what you imagine sorcery to be will also drive away your energy body, because you increase the worry levels. So that if it gets close, it picks up that ugly sentiment.
On the other hand, something as simple as dancing can bring it closer, thus women might like that activity a bit more than men because it can actually produce what they feel as magic.
Also, there are a few women in the cleargreen followers category pretending various advanced things they don't really know anything about. I run into it on Facebook. A woman who has absolutely no clue the levels of magic you can reach, but is pretending to have accomplished something she doesn't even understand, just because no one can call her out on it.
I suppose that's a Chimp mating instinct tendency of our species, kind of associated with makeup or padded bras.
Both of which I love, so no criticism there!
I even wish they'd bring back those sharp pointed bras of the 1950s. Just because those were so bizarre, it's hard to imagine why it was socially acceptable in the 50s.
Can't quite criticise the women in the cleargreen crowd who are pretending, because women always have more connection to magic than men. And for them, pretending can lead to the real thing.
Thus Cholita's witchcraft. It's total nonsense, but it works. So what can you say about it, other than it must direct the flow of intent the way she wants it to go.
What you CAN criticize however, is people not putting in any real systematic effort to go further.
They'll hang out socialize just as badly as men will, and never get around to doing actual work.
The proof of that is cleargreen itself, which no longer believes any of this is true, but keeps pretending they do.
That might have changed, but none of them seem to have decided to get to work for real.
Or they wouldn't be slowly destroying everything Carlos worked so hard to bring us.
Schizophrenia, huh.
Wow, maybe.
It has never come up.
Carol marked me. At a workshop.
As a loser.
I could only accept it as a fact.
My birth family owned me then.
The woman in the other group also said that infinity is a sorcerer's only point of reference. Fits with todays post.
For now you're an excellent point of reference.
As a channel for/to infinity. So thank you.
Cholita is severely schizophrenic, so I don't consider it a disadvantage for sorcery.
But it can lead to confusing one thing, for another.
Carol was pretty harsh at times. She tossed Aerin out on her butt when she got pregnant.
Naturally Reni made up a different story about how that happened.
Something has changed with me. I've come up with some sobriety which I have Never had. It feels like a gift. My body tells me.
Finishing the womb dreaming video seems huge!
I have to do Dance Home first, or those animated tensegrity movements are very useful.
Fortunately it's in blender, so I can include it for free to anyone who wants to play with it, and maybe design Tensegrity Class announcements, showing what will be taught.
This video is great. Thank you for doing this.
I use a big Shiva Lingam stone on my lower belly when I lie down. Naturally just gravitated toward it some years back, before I read any of Carlos' works. It feels really nice and relaxing to have it on there. It's fairly heavy, and fits perfectly. I had been experiencing deep pelvic pain for years and was looking for ways to ease the pain. It did way more than that!
I wasn't surprised it is mentioned as an aid. It really helps you to disconnect from this reality. Just the pressure. I had been putting my hands on there, but they are not heavy enough. Pushing the womb down right there pulls up more energy up through your feet, up your legs and out. Gentle traction. I think we as women can get a lot of general crap stuck in there in the pelvis and the weight lifts it out and then you can see.
I'd be curious to hear more about how the womb interprets the steam of sensations and feelings from the dark sea.
It ought to be able to alter the bundling too, since where you focus your attention micromanages the results.
That's why rule #2 of darkroom works.
If you treat something that can't possibly be there as real, your assemblage point shifts sideways to make it more so.
So noticing anything new could lead to drastic results!
But it would probably need to be "waking womb dreaming" to really figure out what that does.
You need the rationality to analyze it to that depth.
Otherwise you're like me last night, thinking I really need to get that light saber to Yoda as soon as possible.
And I was actually awake at the time!
at 4m25s in the video there is a part of a word cut off. i downloaded just the audio m4a part from youtube and was able to mute just this word in audacity and then export it to m4a. i uploaded it here, link is valid for a week: https://file.io/0jRfEgMmXxew
and at 4m35s there is a short high pitch sound just when the juggling iob moves backwards - maybe that sound is there to emphasize the movement. i don't know how to remove just this part, because there is speech at the same time.
here is a screenshot of the marked area i muted:
I can't hear it on mine. Nor on the version uploaded to the subreddit.
All the words are there, and there's no high pitched sound.
How did you download it? It wasn't a screen grab was it?
Try it on the reddit version using the cursor over it to keep the time on the display.
You hear a missing word at 4:25 there?
Or the high pitched sound?
i watched the version which is posted here on the sub by pressing the play button. and i downloaded the audio file from your youtube channel with yt-dlp and i can also here it there. it's not a macos thing. i also here it on my old pc with windows 8.1.
i don't know what this means if i'm the only one who can hear it. maybe we are talking about different things. there is not a word missing, there is 1/4 of a word too much which is not in the written text before the whole sentence at 4m25s begins.
i could upload just the seconds i mean to clarify it.
i uploaded the part at 4m25s with the cutoff word. you can here it just before the voice says "there is"
cut off word at 4m25s, small size: 26kb, link: https://file.io/eWR5p4nEQP5w
here is the high pitch sound. i don't know how to describe it properly. sounds like a computer game sound from an old pong game. just when the voice says "sleeping.."
high pitch sound at 4m35s, small size 14kb, link: https://file.io/YQ7NwMjrEa7Z
here are another links to the same two files. maybe they will last longer than just for 1 download.
https://fastupload.io/71df7cd975fe96bc
https://fastupload.io/b86a5b557a88e7eb
The first says, "there is". And in the video it's "there is the abstract..." so it's not an error.
The second sounds like a "ts" artifact.
But I can't hear it in the video.
Could be you just have a better ear than me.
I'll let that one go. I don't think anyone will notice it as much as the grammatical error there in that sentence. Which I left, because that's what's in the reddit post it's supposedly showing from the computers.
i didn't hear a grammatical error at 4m25s. it happens just a moment before she starts saying "there is". it sounds like a fraction of a word like "uh".
if you like, i can edit it out by muting the selected area and upload the audio file (which format and compression is best for your workflow?)
If I could hear it, I could easily just chop it off. But I can't.
And it's spoken by an AI so human mistake isn't possible.
I'll bring up the actual animation software tomorrow and try to figure out what it could be.
Maybe one animation "viseme" file overlapped with the other.
I'm not going to swap anything out though, but if I can figure out what it is your hearing, I'll just "cut" it off.
it's strange with the hearing. if i don't concentrate (or maybe don't expect it) i don't always hear the "ts" artefact in the short section i cut out at 4m35s. but in the full length video i always heard it.
my hearing is not the best anymore, but my difficulties are with filtering out what people are saying when there is too much other noises going on. i can't remember exactly where i heard it, maybe a joe rogan interview with an psychedelics expert, but it was said, that science found out, that bad hearing can be improved with small doses of some psychedelics (subjects with bad hearing heard the steps of ants after consumption), because new pathways are then learnt and the bad hearing has to do with pathways in the brain. if this is true, i would speculate that moving the assemblage point to certain positions could induce the same process.
You do get super hearing from time to time, using silence.
But you get used to it, so you no longer notice it.
That cave part is spot on. This is my favorite animation so far!
The end result is great!!!!
Thank you for your service!
The finished work with all 3 womens experiences will be a full blown movie!!!!!
Unfortunately, I'm stuck making Dance Home myself next.
My Mexican woman chickened outt on hearing how I wanted to use the actual pictures, and that it was a "classical" archtecture.
Those have ornaments on corners which are hard to model in blender.
I suppose it's best I learn to do that anyway.
Then....
May the force give you the required strength and endurance to complete this task!
(Very star wars inspired haha)
I uploaded them here:
https://archive.org/details/womb-dreaming-p-1-4-k
That' a bit of an experiment, since there's 3 resolutions in a single entry. So they could share the same description and hash tags.
From what I saw when it was finished making the entry, it looked like you had to download all 3 just to get the one you wanted.
If anyone finds they can download just one, let me know.
Hold the press!
From Carol Tiggs: "Women have an enormous charge of energy in their uterus and the only way they open up to the unknown is through the blast of their orgasm."
Maybe this empowerment should be included somewhere in the video. This would put womb dreaming beyond advanced darkroom and beyond men.
One note, it may be good to intend that the blast be directed toward entering the secondary function of the womb.
I'll keep it in mind. But several women have confided in me that this happens even if they weren't planning it.
So unless one of the remaining two wants to add that to their version, I'm not sure I can put the quote up on the screen in their portion.
Wait, Isn't orgasm count as waisted sexual energy? like the sex itself???
Probably not, but it depends on the situation.
Cleargreen used to have orgies, and I suspect the lineages did that too.
The lineages were like a college frat house,. but they censored that information.
Which makes sense.
Sexi is in our biology. To treat it like it's obscene or shameful, is just part of the flier's mind.
Chimps don't do that at all. In fact, Chimpland is an all day sex party.
As for what drains sexual energy, and what doesn't, we don't really have clear information.
But keep in mind, Carlos told me to be celibate, and I have.
But then one day, he sent his lawyer to ask me if I wanted to have sex with Florinda...
He was dying, and that was my invite to go off with the witches, joining Kylie.
And one other from rumors I've heard.
Maybe a lover for Taisha.
Cholita claims (and she was taught by Florinda), that men can't drain her energy, but she can drain theirs.
Myself, I've happily given up the Chimp sex parties.
ooh, in Shabono at the very end, Iramamowe tried to steel Florinda's energy/Hekuras by seduction when she was unconscious, but he couldn't, instead he felt like she was stealing his energy/Hekuras
Wow, I hadn't remembered that. And Cholita is a product of Florinda.
With Jadey being a product of Taisha.
We got lucky. We have both types still around to help.
Assuming Cholita comes back from Mexico.
And they in Shabono had a story about a legendary white women who could do the same
Hayama shrugged her shoulders. "Do you remember the story about Imawaami, the woman shapori?" she asked.
"That's a myth!" Afraid that the old woman was trying to make some connection between Imawaami and myself, I hastily added, "It's like the story of the bird who stole the first fire from the alligator's mouth."
"Maybe," Hayama said dreamily. "Lately, I have been thinking about the stories my father, grandfather, and even my great-grandfather used to tell about the white men they had seen traveling along the big rivers. There must have been whites journeying through the forest long before my great-grandfather's time. Perhaps Imawaami was one of them." Hayama moved her eager face close to mine, then continued in a whisper. "It must have been a shapori who captured her, believing the white woman was a beautiful spirit. But she was more powerful than the shapori. She stole his hekuras and became a sorceress herself." Hayama looked at me provokingly, as if daring me to contradict her.
I was not surprised by the old woman's reasoning. The Iticoteri were in the habit of bringing their mythology up to date, or of incorporating facts into their myths. "Do Indian women ever become shapori?" I asked.
"Yes," Hayama said promptly. "Female shapori are strange creatures. Like men, they hunt with bow and arrows. They decorate their bodies with the spots and broken circles of a jaguar. They take epena, and lure the hekuras into their chests with their songs. Women shapori have husbands who serve them. But if they have children, they once again become ordinary women."
"Angelica was a shapori, wasn't she?" I was unaware I had thought out loud. The thought came with the certainty of a revelation.
I recalled the time Angelica had awakened me from a nightmare at the mission, the way her incomprehensible song had soothed me. It had not resembled the melodious song of the Iticoteri women but the monotonous chant of the shamans. Like them, Angelica seemed to possess two voices - one that originated from somewhere deep inside her, the other from her throat.
So I had forgotten there's a tradition among women in our lineage, to go seeking magical knowledge elsewhere.
That's what Cholita does, to my annoyment.
I always say there's no real magic visible anywhere else as far as we know, but green zone stuff is always out there.
And among witches, green zone stuff inevitably gets them all the way to the red, orange, and purple zones.
They just don't develop the kind of competitive control that men are capable of, because they never see it as a competition.
I'm convinced there's at least 16 female seers among the tribes in the mountains of Taiwan.
From the 6000+ year old Austronesian population.
You can tell if you read how they do what they do.
It's pretty much a match for what we do and say.
But it seems mostly green zone from what's been told to anthropologists.
Of course, it's impossible to visit and learn from any of them, which is why there aren't even pictures on google of any of them.
They never left their villages.
4. Malon Blues(Introduction to amazing new magical world potential).mp3
Here's for the "layered silent knowledge". Two.
5. Liminal View(layered sk start).mp3
10. Liminal World(layered sk end and SAAP).mp3
Those won't stick around, it's microsoft's free file sharing, which they feel entitled to nuke if you aren't paying on a regular basis.