Progressive experiences of the last two months

Part 1:

After performing Tensegrity movements in the dark room and while I was gazing, an interesting video appeared before me (this experience is from about 2 months ago. I forgot the Tensegrity movements that led to seeing this video, although usually the movements I like to do in the dark room are a combination of some Intent, Well-Being, and second video of Kylie’s movements, and I might add a few Tensegrity movements from Dreaming, Silence, Center of Decisions, and Masculinity to them). The video, like most of the videos I’ve seen in the air, was purple, but it was small in size. At first, a close-up image of a bridge over a calm river appeared. Imagine you see one of the bridges over the Thames River in London without any other details or buildings. At that moment, I tried to figure out if I was in a boat or on the shore watching the bridge. While my head (or the camera) was slowly moving downward, the video changed, and I felt like I was in a boat on a raging river, and there was no bridge over the river anymore. The riverbank was filled with trees. The feeling that the scene gave me was as if I was in part of the Amazon River (or at least that’s how I imagined it). The video I was watching was from the perspective of an observer without having any control over the movement of the head (camera), so I couldn’t see other details. The video faded away while focusing on the trees swaying in the wind.

Part 2:

"I woke up. While lying down, I knew I was both awake and lying in my room, but the scene I saw made it seem as though I was lying on a mosaic sidewalk in a park, with the ground sloping upwards towards a grassy garden with a tree in it. It was dark. Next to my feet, there was a tricycle with something sitting on it—something resembling a kiwi bird. Amusingly, despite the tricycle standing still, the kiwi didn't have much control over it, and without any movement, the tricycle fell to the ground. As my attention shifted from the sloping ground, which resembled scenes from fantasy films, to the tricycle and its rider, I gazed at them. The tricycle then returned to its balanced position as if by magic, without the kiwi moving in the process. Then the kiwi pedaled towards me (actually towards my head) and as it got closer and passed by, it turned into mist and vanished. The scene before me gradually faded, and I found myself lying in my dark room."

Part 3:

"Do you remember the ghostly friends I have in my room? (I described them in my first post: "My experiences so far") They really distract me a lot; I still haven't seen any positive or even negative (other than distracting me and breaking my concentration) impact from them. I still don't know if they are multiple or just one. They always wander around me in the dark room and I don't need any silence or special action to see them. They stand around me or, when I'm sitting and 'gazing' one of them sits next to me or passes through the puffs I see in front of me. When I'm lying down, they pass over me or stand in front of my face for a while. Sometimes I feel like I can push them back with my hands. Of course, like you who are reading this, I still don't know if I'm crazy to see these ghosts or not. Although there may still be another story about them or one of them. But one night, something strange happened to me. I woke up. I think it was around 4 am. The room was dark. I saw a middle-aged bald man floating parallel to me in the air at a distance of 20-30 centimeters from my face. He had stubble and was laughing hysterically (without any sound) so that I felt his facial skin might gather and separate towards his head at any moment and I can see his skull. He was wearing a plaid cherry shirt (I'm not sure) and a black water-resistant jacket. Above me, another middle-aged bald man with stubble and a black jacket was floating parallel to me while I was lying down (I forgot his face) and laughing hysterically. As I turned my head to the right (the side where I usually see a ghost sitting next to me when I’m gazing), another older middle-aged man with a rustic face, wearing a gray coat, was laughing hysterically; he was also floating in the air parallel to me and at the same distance. The strange thing was that my initial reaction to them was that what are they doing over me in the middle of the night?! And I wasn't scared or shocked at all. Then they disappeared, and I went back to sleep with ease as if nothing special had happened."

Part 4:

"Two nights ago, when I woke up early in the morning, another strange event happened. It might be the most important event that has happened to me so far. I woke up with difficulty, but I still wanted to sleep more, maybe not with the usual feeling that when I wake up I tell myself, 'You didn’t die last night, you’re still alive and you have to get through another miserable day! So sleep a little more so that your day ends sooner.' Anyway, in that state, I slowly closed my eyes. What happened was that after closing my eyes, my eyelids opened, but not my physical eyelids. It was as if I had other eyelids that were looking around my dark room from the same place as my eyes. My room was still dark, and some elements of my room were visible, but they were not exactly the same. For example, my air conditioner was missing or a brick protrusion was present where my window should have been. The most fascinating thing was that I opened my eyes again, turned to my side, and closed my eyes again, and those mysterious eyelids opened again, and I saw the other side of the room. Next to the closet in the darkness, I saw a tricycle with a thin human figure sitting on it. I think it was smiling in a devilish way, but it didn't scare me. Overall, everything was dark, and as I explained, I couldn't see all parts of the room, and when I slightly turned my head, the scene before me became blurred and tended to fade away. But perhaps I can say that while everything seemed real, the dominant color might have been dark brown. Then slowly, I lost this ability, as if nothing had happened."

P.S.: I think the tricycle sightings began the night I watched a video in which a group of people were sitting around a wooden table in a park. The strange part was that a little girl was sitting on a tricycle in front of the scene. What I mean is that the tricycle was outside the video, and the girl was looking towards the video, so I couldn't see her face. While trying to move my head slightly to the sides to see the video (I was even thinking of telling the girl, "Hey kid, move out of the way!"), the video, and then the girl with her tricycle faded away. Afterward, I laughed at my foolishness for caring more about the video than the tricycle and its rider at that moment...

Problem:

"Once I read that Daniel wrote that until the middle of the red zone (or maybe even until the end of red zone), the magic we deal with is not satisfying, like those who use drugs and each day they should use more to feel something. After the first few months of my training, I finally proved to myself after 20 years that these things are real (thanks to those who described and taught this method on this subreddit, and to whom I am always indebted), I reached the state Daniel described. My progress is very slow and weak, but occasionally, spirit gives me a gift, and I see strange things. However, as you can see, all events have happened to me when I just woke up. That is, when the 'assemblage point' is not in its original place due to sleep or moves more easily (except for the videos I've seen in the air). The main question or problem that I've been facing during this time, although I know it's not a very interesting question, is how can I see these events during my training, not when I wake up? In other words, how can an apprentice learn to move their assemblage point 'voluntarily'?"