My body is still getting used to waking up to practice Darkroom at 3 am. I didn't go to sleep after my DR session today, so by late morning, I was a bit groggy.
I had a couple of hours in the late morning, so instead of napping, I recapped, did Tensegrity and then sat with mask on, for chair silence.
I became aware I blanking out when I wouldn't remember what happened, but I heard clear words and sentences that were loud and not me. I figured they were another layer of my internal dialogue. So, I just forced more silence.
Then I gently thought: "INTENT, help me use these blank outs."
And INTENT, being my best friend ever, gave me a gift.
Next thing I know, I was looking at a completely white landscape, with a man standing there sideways, with a long pole over his shoulder.
It was so clear, it felt as if I was actually there, in that landscape, looking at him.
I felt a jolt and I was sitting in my chair again and thoughts racing in my head.
Thank you INTENT!!
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If you had managed to sustain the sight a bit longer, he can turn to look at you. I have a field that comes up fairly often for me, where a woman sitting under a tree starts turning to look at me. I see it sometimes with my eyes open. She hasn't made eye contact with me yet though...
So, you "see" this same woman multiple times? Why's that? Does it mean something when we "see" a particular image/scene multiple times? Why would the AP move to that same position often?
I see. It would've been really cool, if he had turned to look my way! I hope that in time, I'd be able to sustain sights for as long as I want.
It can be difficult to say "why" anything happens, I just notice it happens sometimes.
Alright. Thank you.