The "loud sound" of my assemblage point moving as I enter dreaming is feeling normal these days. I'm able to remind myself, "my AP is moving. Good" as it happens and just relax into it.
In dreaming, I was exploring a hilly land with very green vegetation. There were a few small houses nearby, so I moved there.
There were a few "children" and "Adults" outside as I passed by. I was examining some of the details of the white washed porches with interesting designs on them.
I noticed one of the "adults" looking at me, but I was only interested in the houses.
Suddenly, I saw this "adult" come up from behind and put his hands on my back. Yes, I saw from behind without having to turn around to look.
That's when I let out an involuntary high pitch screech, in a strange sing song lyric. I have no idea how that happened, what it was, nor can I even repeat it, now that I'm awake.
But, that screech threw that "adult" several feet away from me and "he" looked "horrified!!"
He stayed away from me after that and I explored a bit more, before ending my practice.
I can only surmise that my double has her own ways of handling certain things.
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Lol sometimes I wonder if WE are the ghostly figures in other people's worlds, scaring them. Imagine being that "adult" LOL
Would love to hear more about any more discoveries about this screeching- like, if you learn to harness it or if it produces any other/more results.
I don't know if it's something to harness, but with sorcery, who knows. It'll be interesting to see how things go.
You reminded me of a time when I did something similar in real life. Late one night, I went out shopping, staying completely focused in inner silence the whole time. On my way back home, I saw my boyfriend parking his car outside the house, a little ways ahead of me. At the time, we had this funny bet about whether he could make it home without me noticing because I found it a bit annoying how I always heard him coming and it influenced my practice.
As I watched him get out of the car, I suddenly felt the urge to scream, just to get him out of guard and let him know I’d won again. So, I let out this loud, weird, and creepy scream. As he was about to shut the car door, he completely froze and looked right in my direction.
At the same moment, a random guy came out of a side street to the right, which connects to our street. He also froze. For some reason, I thought it was hilarious how both of them stood there, absolutely still. They just stared at me as I walked, both looking somewhere between angry and terrified, not moving a muscle.
I passed the random guy and walked up to my boyfriend. He didn’t budge at all. When I got inside, he eventually came in, and we talked. He said I’d scared him to death and that he couldn’t figure out it was me until I was close enough to go inside. He said I looked like a dark shadow. Then he begged me never to do that again. 😂
That's hilarious! 😂
Your scream must have sounded truly other worldly, since your double made it. Mine definitely did.
Why do you think that both guys froze and couldn't seem to get their bodies to move? Apart from the fear itself, do you think that the sound from your double emitted a power that literally stopped them from moving, for a bit?
I have no idea! I remember he said that I froze his bones with that sound but it's difficult to say if it was from terror or from something else.
I see. Either way, what an intense experience!
The dark energy eh? Mail me some lol
When you say "strange sing song lyric", is it varied like a song or just a continuous, resonating tone?
I wish I could describe it better or even remember how to do it. It was a super high pitch screech that was at once continuous and rhythmic with what seemed like words - but not words as we know them.
Interesting.
I'm familiar with the screech but wasn't aware of encoded words in it. I imagine that would be more effective than just an unmodulated power outburst.
Please share more about this. Thank you.
Some allies can handle strong emotions while you are awake, but not in a dream. Others seem reversed.
If you visit their world and see them all lined up there, they really do flee, if you are suddenly very frightened by the sight.
If I remember correctly, the emissary did mention something about their reaction to Carlos, the first time he visited their world.
I could've just said "stop" or "no" or stay away", which I've done a few times already in dreaming, when they approached or touched me. This time though, my double had other ideas.
Fairy brought me to her world once and it was the first time I saw them all there. I was scared for an instant, and they all fled but 2.
It's quite vivid! I'll have to animate it one day.
Nothing vague about it at all.
I even knew precisely where the boundary she'd created to allow me to walk in voluntarily, started.
I only went in 3 feet just to make sure I could back out again.
How cool is that! I look forward to a visiting that world, too, someday.
I've read that they covet men. Was there a chance you wouldn't be able to back out, if you wanted to?
Probably...
But Cholita would come get me.
After bills became due.
I'm her meal ticket.
Oh goodness! I'm glad it never came to that.
Do you just hear a sound? what does it sound like? I started sun gazing and my vivid dreams came back. When my assemblage point moves (At least that's what i assume is happening lol), it feels like a vehicle with a bad transmission kicking into another gear followed by a thunk sound or a very deep whoosh sound. It's like a video game flash bang that goes off where I sleep out of conciousness for a second like i'm about to pass out and slowly over the course of 3-5 seconds i come back to this reality. It's like i slipped gears is the metaphor that pops into my head.
I'm assuming it's my assemblage point moving because after i get that thunk during bedtime i either slip into a super vivid lucid dream where i interact with dream people or hop into some wierd place where entities try to teach me things.
During darkroom when this happens I get very insightful and i'll have thoughts that contain solutions about problem i need solved in real life.
My AP moving, sometimes, it sounds like a super strong wind, other times like your vehicle transmission description with loud clunking and sometimes like the sound of a jet plane....
I'm always awake and aware during it (though with womb dreaming my eyes are closed) and I'm always conscious when I transition into my double after hearing the sound. I always look at my hands once I make the transition to my double to be sure I have my rationality.
If you're hearing the sound, then it's your AP moving.