I sort of had a conversation about whether to post this with an advanced practitioner, who said "Let's not even mention that ...???censored???... with internal dialogue, or they'll pee themselves.
Remember, these guys are used to reading Armando Torres quotes..."
It's sad. Imagine how much Carlos wanted to tell us, but couldn't because we never got out of the beginner's stage.
He once tried to show Nyei where on Laura (Jade's) neck you could see that she had green energy, and thus why "Cleargreen" ended up being the name. Because he had so many rare green energy people showing up to learn.
But from the point of view of an outsider, him telling Nyei to look as if he believed she could see a sight like that, just made him look foolish.
Fortunately, Carlos could "see" and so he did that for Laura's sake, in the future. And not for Nyei.
Time is spongeable to a fully silent seer!
He told Laura, so that she'd tell all of us most likely. And that knowledge would not be lost after he was gone. At that point in time, Carlos already knew he was dying.
By the way, they were eating cuban food at Versailles at the time.
I've seen Cholita show up in her double, which was entirely green in coloration. It looked just like her as it walked through a solid wall, but that night it was pure green light. Other nights, it was mostly monochrome with a blue tint.
I tried to get Cholita to follow me down a tunnel that was very much like the one you see here, but women don't have as much "mass" as men, and her body broke up into pieces, spinning in the air as if she had literally exploded on trying to force herself through that very deep tunnel into the second attention.
But she was fine the next day! Or at least, she didn't murder me that day.
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Now im intrigued and I want to know more about the interval dialogue parts!
User eval chat is ok for that.
I thought that explaining it could cause trouble with beginners, and Juann verified it.
After you hear some of it, you'll likely agree. We already get enough "worricans".
You start to run into a lot of "fringe topics" when you can do your entire Tensegrity routine in silent knowledge.
Carlos must have seen some truly amazing things while designing tensegrity, but he also seems to have taken into account to put more basic technology, such as puff stuffing, into it.
I need to go find out which pass was "Gift to Colorado".
Stellar Hatch was "Gift to Maui".
I'm assuming "gift" means, death defier technique given to our lineage to keep the death defier alive, feeding off Nagual energy.
"I need to go find out which pass was "Gift to Colorado"."
i'm not sure if this helps because it's a comment from you. 6 years ago you wrote about this pass:
https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/comments/ar28bk/comment/egk9ox8/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
from the old "seminars and passes and descriptions" website (workshops 1995-2003). the movements are explained in part 2.
Longmont - April 1995 Part 1
To: The Ixtlan Mailing List
Date: 95-05-04 02:29:34 EDT
https://web.archive.org/web/20040821144700/http://www.nagual.com/ixtlan/notes/0495a.html
Longmont - April 1995 Part 2
To: The Ixtlan Mailing List
Date: Sun, 21 May 1995 18:44:58 -0600 (MDT)
Notes to the Longmont Workshop, 4/21-23/95. Part 1 of 2 (3rd revision).
https://web.archive.org/web/20040821144449/http://www.nagual.com/ixtlan/notes/0495b.html
Those are the same ones shown in Argentina, the so-called "Argentina series"
thanks!
according to the old website with the overview of workshops 1995-2003 the "Argentina series" or parts of it were already shown 1-2 times before.
Los Angeles, March 1995 and Argentina, unknown date - but it's the first entry before Santa Monica February 1995
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in category "passes" it says for Los Angeles, March 1995:
"walking pass (movements from argentina series) 1st video the sphinx breath, the bellybreath and the right-to-left-lung breath nn tensegrity of affection or the sorcerer's affection the shake nn".
nn was a link to this website:
"Los Angeles - March 1995"
"To: The Ixtlan Mailing List"
"Date: Thu, 16 Mar 1995 03:02:54 -0500"
https://web.archive.org/web/20040821144333/http://www.nagual.com/ixtlan/notes/0395e.html
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the entry "Argentina ???" says in category "passe":
"so-called argentina series ee"
and ee was a link to this old website which is since a few days excluded from the wayback machine:
https://web.archive.org/web/20040306211343/http://www.hot.ee/tonal/sooritused/argentiina.htm
yes, it is very likely they showed them before Argentina. They also showed them along with some of the video passes in their earliest forms.
Argentina's was in the beginning of May 1995.
https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/wiki/tensegrity/misc_tensegrity/argentina_series/
It only helps to illustrate how much work it will take to figure out which pass that was...
But Carlos insisted no one should videotape the passes, so he must have wanted us to realize how much we lost as time goes on.
Video cameras existed as far back as the 1950s when Twilight zone was first made.
From time to time, you can see that they decided to produce an episode that way. Everything is blown out in the highlights.
As for why Carlos wanted us to have to remember the passes with no more help than notes people took, and our leaders going bad and making up fake magical passes to swap out for the real ones, it must be about time travel.
That someone would eventually have to figure out how to go back and retrieve them all.
At that point, the notes serve to verify they hadn't going into a "phantom past".
My animators offered to take notes and just follow them, to see if they could reconstruct any.
But I have serious doubts about that, and since they like to get paid, it seems like nothing but trouble.
If that can be done, I'll have to do it when I get around to fixing all the problems in the animations I already have.
My animating skills for people are very poor. I just buy all my animations. So when it looks really lifelike, that just means I found something I could drag and drop.
The good news is that you don't have to worry about that series because we already have it on video. Just not in a format your animators can easily use.
Can you point to it, so I have a folder in my "future animations" main folder, and if I run out, I'll have to get the animators to figure out how to turn it into an unbroken string like the others?
I think they got used to earning money from me, and won't easily give up on it.
So they'll be more flexible about where they get their initial video from.
Quite a few times while staring at the whitish light, I've wiped off 'things' I can't describe with my hand and end up with strong intent bliss right after. I've always gotten the feeling that these are pieces of the internal dialogue I'm wiping off.
Naturally in sorcery, you can always do things which seem to make no sense at all.
But once you realize it's all just streams of sensations and feelings from the dark sea, there's no reason that making no sense should prevent something from being true.
To add to the story, he said that it was brighter (and maybe easier to see?) because I had just eaten.
That's good information!
I'm not sure what it means, but it implies we can tell when someone has eaten recently.
And us not knowing that, implies we need to work harder.
Good thing we have some young ones in our group.
I don’t think that’s fair……I dont know who Armando Torres is, if he’s along the lines of Ken Eagle Feather, he’s another desperate 🤡?
I can't see the context of this. Reddit decided to hide most of threads.
But it's not good if you took that personally. That's what we battle against constantly in here, even when it seems like we're trying to aggravate people on purpose.
that's never the goal.
It reminds me of don Juan insisting Carlos ought to crawl into his old car, like it was a cave. And Carlos believed it was some kind of shamanistic principle based on respecting the spirit of caves.
I didn’t take it personally, it’s just words on a screen.
Yea, I'm no good with humor that subtle.
SuperR used to have trouble with me misinterpreting his Taiwanese style ironic comments.
>I wonder how they would’ve entered if CC had a 4x4 pick up?
I doubt the lineage needed many cars.
Those are so slow compared to just teleporting where you need to be.
Unless it’s obvious, tone is hard to interpreted. You’ve seen a lot of yahoos here over the years, no guarantees I’m not another one (yet). Mine was a nonsensical word salad and i should’ve saved the data and said, nothing, tbh, it wasn’t a funny.
All forms of modern transportation are inferior to teleportation, but at present normies like me have no other choice.
I hate asking this question but I read and reread the comments under the post but into the labyrinth of names I cannot find the answer.
Who is Laura?
In this subreddit, Jadeyelmonte.
Back in the 1990s, she was in private classes and had that name.
Carlos liked to either given people names back then, or they picked their own.
But that only makes sense once you get advanced and realize that could actually alter how the emanations flow to you.
Poor Cholita got that name she hates (Cholita), because it was a famous college professor "Chola" from Long Beach, who brought Cholita to Carlos.
One of Carlos' oldest friends.
And on seeing her, he commented something like, "Look at this little Chola!"
Which I'm told, is an insult in some South American countries.
But back in the 1950s, Chicanos were the coolest of the cool in southern California, dawning their zoot suits and swinging pocket watches on heavy silver chains.
Until the racist Los Angeles Times decided to frame their community for a murder, and stereotype them all as being marijuana smoking degenerates.
That picture below is what Cholas looked like when I was in high school.
Once Cholita heard that from me, especially my desire to have gotten one of those lovely women without risk of getting a knife in my back to go with her, Cholita became obsessed with women who shave their eyebrows off.
Occasionally asking me if she ought to do that.
We once went into the T-Mobile store to try to activate her new iPhone, which we purchased at the nearby Apple store.
I went in first, warning the female clerk that my friend was a little crazy, and was she tolerant of mental illness?
She assured me she was.
But when Cholita saw that she'd shaved off her eyebrow and painted a gigantic oversized one on there, Cholita just had to comment on it saying that was the ugliest thing she'd seen in years.
Of course, it was indeed.
The clerk had the manager come and throw us out.
On the way out I said, "THIS is NOT tolerance of mental illness. Just FYI for next time."
Thank you for your answer and additional info. It so much information that it literally seems like a multi universe of concepts and names and ideas I did not read from the books.
Things like the constellation being at zenith during birth or North the direction of death etc
Once you can move your assemblage point, all the things sorcerers talk about become available to you.
Carlos just had to keep us amused and motivated, as did the witches.
So they'd cover odd topics at lectures.
But it's nothing you should worry about, unless you like reading that sort of thing.
You will literally have supernatural teachers, fully visible and occasionally semi-solid, come visit you when you practice and teach you what was already uncovered by seers in the past.
It'll be so common, you'll have to get involved in a discussion like this one to be reminded it's a really odd situation.
I suspect last night was the first night in months that I wasn't visited by a new entity.
I stopped practicing to write a post about what I had just seen, in the advanced subreddit.
Here's one of the pictures, but the post itself has to stay over there.
This shows how, all by yourself, you'll discover "the planets" of awareness contained in people.
No one has to tell you about that, but if you search the lecture notes, it'll likely come up.
Notice how his legs are beginning to disappear, making it possible for a "puff" such as we manipulate with darkroom, to illuminate the various planets.
This one is the liver, and is said to be often responsible for long, procedurally complicated dreams.
Men who make the mistake of pretending to be learning sorcery through their sleeping dreams, can fall victim to their liver's obsessions.
Which is perhaps why women can get away with that, by focusing on their womb.
This motivates to practice independently. When you know that there are real things that will never be described here. These references to it help a lot in motivation.
Just never forget that the magic becomes FAR MORE VIVID than the special effects in a movie featuring Dr. Strange!
It really does become that visual.
HOWEVER, it's off in the discarded realms of perception.
You can't get excited about it over there. Excitement is a learned response, based on having a physical body with needs.
A group of Chimps gets very excited on coming across a giant fruit tree, with fruit fermenting on the ground all around.
But a group of Chimp dreaming doubles, won't get excited about that. It'll be more interested in how to climb to the top of that tree, to see if it can fly away from there to reach the distant mountain faster.
So "excitement" over magic is something you'll likely have to give up, the further along you get.