Ok, so last year my assemblage point was all over the place for quite some time and I did experience some very strange things. Like one night I was outside and I could see weird looking faces everywhere, in the near barber shop, inside of cars, in apartment windows etc. Some People were coming by and by looking them into the eyes for 2-3 seconds 5-6 of them dissolved in front of me from my perception field. That made me kinda addicted and I kept experiencing very strange things but I don't wanna start talking about It as I don't want to come as attention seeker.
Few months later I had trouble sleeping with this whole thing happening and I went to the pharmacy store to buy some melatonin to help me sleep. They were some big Eviol pills containing melatonin,valeriana,passiflora. I ate on of them and after 10 minutes It was like I woke up in a waking dream, but nightmare. Ive taken melatonin before but without the rest, and nothing like that happened. It was very scary, It was literally like being awake in a nightmare, I left the house to explore that state outside and It was like the world was muted, and I was the only real person there, again, strange things started happening without really putting much effort.
I probably tried those pills another 4-5 times until once I went to the bathroom and from out of nowhere, many small bugs were multiplying in the floor and teleporting in a fast rate about 15cm each time in different locations, one even bite me and I felt It, then I went to the kitchen and I saw a big cockroach in the kitchen countertop, It was not like the other cockroaches I've seen, and I think I fucking almost died of heart attack when I saw It lol.
I left the house and I could smell in the whole city some very strange smells that had no physical source, my paranoia then made me think a cockroach was gonna materialize inside my stomach, I felt weird sensations and after few secs a black mark was formed in my belly area.
I don't know exactly why those things happened, maybe because my assemblage point was all over the place but It did seem kinda interesting to me anyways, but to experience such "high" from a normal pharmacy pill containing only melatonin, valeriana and passiflora was something I never expected.
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Looks like you have lack of stability on your ap from what you describe and taking melatonin or whatever without knowledge of what is good for you is harmful. At this point you should ask medical assistance to figure out what is happening to your body bc what you describe here and on other posts in Reddit is alarming.