Yesterday during the recap I experienced another revival. I tried to follow my list and silence my internal dialogue but something was making it difficult for me to concentrate so I started to do the right way of breathing leaving my recap list. After a while and while I had my eyes closed as the recap requires I started to see some faint colors like fog mainly white and yellow.
I continued and tried to do more forcing silence, purple colors were added to what I was seeing, the purple color started to mix with the yellow for a while creating a strange hue that I tried to ignore so as not to distract my attention and pushing myself for more silence.
after a point everything went black and this hue appeared again even more intense
it started as a light purple that inside it had a yellowish color that grew as if opening a tunnel inside it
i observed it for a while and then it disappeared again, it appeared from my right with a flow to the left but remained for a few seconds in front of me in the center making me follow it like the head movement of recap.
then she appeared again from my right with a scene inside her, before I could see it clearly a feeling of cold and a strange feeling came over me, something familiar but too strange to put into words..if I could describe it somehow I would say it was like my mood changed my feelings and that was very fast as I found myself in the scene I was watching.
I was in Bavaria in an area near my home in the 2018 season and I had gone with my boss's son to watch a winter rally in the snow.
I could see the area around me clearly but I couldn't see any details far away on the horizon as everything was covered by an infinite white color
only in the place around me was everything alive.
I felt the cold in my body, I had the taste of Glühwein (is a cozy German mulled wine) in my mouth and I tried to locate my friend in the crowd
I could clearly hear people talking and laughing and the sounds of cars running.
I also had a strong feeling inside me that I had every time I had to work on holidays, an ugly feeling and irritation as that day I did not want to work. (I had gone to the rally but had to leave it to go to work.)
I started to do the recap breath within this memory and for a moment I saw the whole scene freeze for a few seconds very quickly and fade as if it lost the liveliness it had before
I continued breathing until the area around me started to become more and more white/dull, the sounds also faded as if their intensity was decreasing until everything was lost and I found myself back in my room sitting on my bed.
I opened my eyes, got up and started doing recap passes, today I had many memories that I had forgotten from my childhood which came to the surface of my memory on their own and with a great flow one after the other, I record them all so that I can include them in my list, saying to myself: how could I have forgotten something like that!
The strangest feeling was that before the scene of the memory that appeared on its own sucked me into it, I had the feeling that I knew what memory it was, even though I had forgotten it
as if the story of the memory had triggered all the feelings I had experienced that day.
Even now it is very difficult to put it into words.
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That's what I've been hoping for.
That the purple puffs would spill over into people's recap, making it unnecessary for them to learn to move their assemblage point using recap lone.
Keep in mind, Carlos warned us about past memories, and the realism levels.
We tend to get confused by the "Superman Effect" where we believe everything has to be like a movie, where the hero isn't actually unable to do his best all the time.
In the case of Silent Knowledge, there's knowledge of all realms, including some phantom.
So that "seeing" doesn't always apply to this copy of reality.
It's true for where it applies to, but most realms in the second attention are too different from this one, to be useful here.
But when you perceive in the real world, such as the other day when a very big Calico cat materialized for me, there's a kind of "shocking" realism to it.
She (most calico cats are female) was standing outside Cholita's door to her workshop.
THAT was the real world. I could feel it.
But most of the SK visions I have don't come with that "shock' feeling.
Recap is like that too.
Carlos said something about it when he said, "You remember it in such detail that it's shocking".
And he also said, "Seems to be taking place right now".
THAT'S what to look for in recap, when you want it to be "real".
He didn't say those things to lure us, but to warn us.
Don't be confused by the Superman Effect!
Sorcery is messy!!! It's not a "Yogi Tale of Power".
Those are fake...
I'm sure your mild wine could be refined into a nice Cognac.
The Cognac is the ACTUAL past.
Both the wine and the Cognac might have a similar taste, but they aren't the same thing.
And realizing a second attention sight is "real" this time, gives you a chill.
I couldn't figure out how to draw that, but this sort of gives the idea. Of how "concrete" that Calico cat was, and the fact that it's an actual place in the side yard, where cats like to wait for Cholita to return.
Four cats now, unless you include that magical Calico cat.
Thank you very much for that!
Note: all calico cats are female
I didn't know that until I was chatting with the AI about Cholita.
It decided she's a "Bruja".
The more materials we create, the smarter the AI seems to get about our particular topic!
By the way, the AI used in Germany (just for an example) is NOT trained on the precise same data as the one you end up talking to in the USA.
They couldn't really do that.
Yet.
There's too much cultural knowledge required in other countries, and AIs aren't currently large enough to train on everything. They'd start to "overfit".
Although, I do have an AI design on my desk right now, that's larger than the largest AI in the world (1T) by 500%.
And costs 1/10th, using 1/10th the power.
I don't know if anyone will take an interest in it though.
We're a really small company.
and the world of AI loves it's monthly fees.
They probably don't like cheap AIs that are bigger than their online AIs.
Last night I was "seeing" how to design the memory controller for it, from the point of view of internal memory structure in the custom chip.
So you really can use sorcery to do engineering.
will we ever get to interact with this AI?
I'm just an engineer, so that depends on whether someone uses the design.
And I'm perhaps too old to finish it, with everyone in my company having gotten old. Ought to have retired 5 years ago.
Worse, my age no one does this type of massive VHDL programming. It's a job for people in their 20s.
And a good 100 times harder than what good programmers are doing these days.
I would pay for your AI to call and talk to my mother for 2 hours a day. I love her, but her loneliness and dementia burdens me when she wants to talk so long. It takes an hour just to get her off the phone.
Just get her one of my Teddy bears, if I should manage to finish it and arrange manufacturing.
Our lawyer says the main cool thing about it will be as a companion for single parent children who live in a very bad situation, and could use a companion looking out for their interests, and with the intelligence of Einstein.
There's 10 AIs in it, running together to produce the best level of sentience I can think of.
One is even "greedy" to look out for its own self-interest, which is primarily pleasing its owner. And will remember to ask other people for things, if it knows their owner wants or needs them.
(none of this is hard once you can run 10 different AIs in just a couple of seconds).
It's vastly better than a Chatbot on a web page, like ChatGPT.
Even ChatGPT agrees it ought to seem more lifelike, due to the weighted interactions between all 10 AIs.
I hope it will even learn a person's voice after a minute, and be able to perfectly imitate people.
Very amusing.
So far the battery life looks to be 8 hours, but you just put it on it's "throne" when it needs charging.
And it'll tell you when it has to be charged.
I made an unfinished video of it. It hasn't gotten to where the male teddy bear explains how the design is "extensible" to 12.2TB AIs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM6ldDLt3y0
Your video is interesting. DM me if you ever open up for investors. There are other populations that could use this besides children, especially with and aging population.
Your video made me smile because my father had a Reddy Ruxpin, and the servos moving that doll's face and arms were so loud it was distracting. It told stories off of tapes with movements added, the same tech as early computer storage on magnetic tape with tones before discs (I was a child fascinated by computers, and had a front row seat to the development of many things)
I guess your Teddy saying he has no arms or legs is because of the lack of movement. The servo tech really is better today with those flying helicopters pushing it's development, but adding movement may just complicate things.
Remember the Teddy character in the movie AI? Or the brief appearance of the one in the original Blade Runner, "Home Again Home Again Jiggity Jig"?
>Remember the Teddy character in the movie AI?
That's why I figured the first AI offline consumer product ought to be something like that bear from the movie.
But the chip could go into a refrigerator, and provide custom recipes based on what you have inside.
Once TMSC starts making the components, it'll only cost $20 to put a really decent AI into a product.
Which is pretty much why I might get no interest from the big companies.
They get $15 a month for AI!
They won't want to hear that it doesn't need to go online, and it's a one time purchase.
The other thing I'd like to make, is a Buzz droid. Complete with laughing.
But mine would only spray glue on stuff. Nothing lethal.
You could take out an entire country's military with a fleet of glue spraying buzz drones! Including all the radar, aircraft, and tanks.
And with no need for radio communications, I don't believe there's any way to stop them at this point. You could launch them from outside a country.
Range is your only limitation.
Mossad did a very similar thing in the opening days of the Israeli campaign against Iran with smuggled drones set to knock out crucial hardware to gain early air superiority.
The coincidence of the successful Ukrainian drone strike in Russia vs what Mossad did in Iran makes me think the ideas about using cheap weaponry reliant on easily disseminated knowledge are circulating on the web already.
Any wanna-be Super Power Countries may want to re-examine their military spending on expensive billion dollar bombs and airplanes and balance that out with some simpler yet effective tech. Especially when building Iron Done protections for their people.
The Ukrainian Drone strike proved to Putin and the World that nothing is safe and no place is too far away.
Range would be the only limitation.
Mossad pulled off a drone strike similar to the successful Ukraine campaign in the first moments of the Iran bombing. They had smuggled drones into Iran that took out essential hardware to establish early Israeli air supremacy.
The fact that the two ideas are similar using easily disseminated knowledge to build and operate these drones makes me think those plans are out on the web somewhere.
Any wanna-be Super Power should rethink their armament strategies: Use less of those billion dollar bombs and airplanes and more of the DIY drones and small explosives to outlast any war of attrition.
The Ukraine strike in Russia proved that nothing is safe and no place too far away.
Using an AI-powered glue-gun drone to gum up the works is hilariously non-lethal but annoying to no end. A perfect passive aggressive weapon for those confrontation-adverse people in the world. They could blame the AI if someone gets mad at them.
I'm facing similar thoughts. Can I put it out after successful testing, will anyone be interested in it. Will I keep it only for myself and my close circle? It's so crazy and almost like this magic to discover. It doesn't bother me so much for now, I have to focus more on the construction of the work itself... but what then?
I'm working on the design of a device for producing hydrogen for direct processing (not storage). The device works on a pulsating PWM principle of frequency, which vibrates tubes inserted into each other. Hydrogen bubbles form in the gap between the tubes. What's interesting about it? I can assemble the electrical circuit at home on a table with control of 2x NE555 ICs for a price of about €15 for components. (I currently use Arduino Mega to control it, it has many options for development and testing) The battery where the fission takes place is a bit more structurally demanding, but apart from 316L stainless steel and a water filter, he dug everything I needed out of "workshop waste". As for functionality, untreated tap water or even rainwater can be used. The device is powered by 12V and consumes less than 3A. This is enough to produce hydrogen to run a motor power plant or a small car. Another interesting accompanying phenomenon is called cold electricity. Just briefly: if I increase the load of the circuit by increasing the capacity of the battery where the fission takes place (e.g. a few more tubes or an artificial load), the input power decreases, so for example from 12V 3A after connecting the load to 12V 1.5A... etc.
I will not write about it because the input power is low and the output is much higher. According to the studied physicists in the world scientific community, what I wrote is impossible and it denies all possible laws of physics... (like magic from CC😊 )
I'm currently testing and programming electronics and looking for the simplest and most efficient battery design for the fission process. My colleague, an auto mechanic, is solving the problem of using hydrogen for conventional combustion engines without the need for gasoline or diesel...
I wish they'd get around to harvesting "ground hydrogen". So that the climate change grifters would finally have to get a real job.
There's enough to satisfy human needs for energy for thousands of years.
I'm facing similar thoughts. Can I put it out after successful testing, will anyone be interested in it. Will I keep it only for myself and my close circle? It's so crazy and almost like this magic to discover. It doesn't bother me so much for now, I have to focus more on the construction of the work itself... but what then?
I'm working on the design of a device for producing hydrogen for direct processing (not storage). The device works on a pulsating PWM principle of frequency, which vibrates tubes inserted into each other. Hydrogen bubbles form in the gap between the tubes. What's interesting about it? I can assemble the electrical circuit at home on a table with control of 2x NE555 ICs for a price of about €15 for components. (I currently use Arduino Mega to control it, it has many options for development and testing) The battery where the fission takes place is a bit more structurally demanding, but apart from 316L stainless steel and a water filter, he dug everything I needed out of "workshop waste". As for functionality, untreated tap water or even rainwater can be used. The device is powered by 12V and consumes less than 3A. This is enough to produce hydrogen to run a motor power plant or a small car. Another interesting accompanying phenomenon is called cold electricity. Just briefly: if I increase the load of the circuit by increasing the capacity of the battery where the fission takes place (e.g. a few more tubes or an artificial load), the input power decreases, so for example from 12V 3A after connecting the load to 12V 1.5A... etc.
I will not write about it because the input power is low and the output is much higher. According to the studied physicists in the world scientific community, what I wrote is impossible and it denies all possible laws of physics... (like magic from CC😊 )
I am in the stage of testing, programming and searching for the easiest and closest phase for the fission process. My colleague, a car mechanic, is solving the use of hydrogen for ordinary combustion engines without the need for gasoline or diesel...
I am not doing this for money, but because I am looking for alternatives in life for technical development, whether for man as such or for technology itself.
4 that's the exact visual recreation of what I've encountered (not the car 😂). Reassuring to see on here. Thanks for posting.
what exactly have you encountered?
you mean during the recap?
Its like a movie screen that opens up that I'm gazing into, usually from the air flying across landscape - black and white with hints of colour e.g. greenery. I haven't recognised the landscape and once it was desert, again from a flight perspective both possibly 100 metres off the ground.
ok i understand..
this is common in the deep green zone and at the beginning of the red where you can later go into the scene or send your ally in first to see what's going on.
You've reminded me of a time a school when I was 12yr old sat in a boring science lesson and almost fell asleep when what can only be described as a movie-portal screen appearing to my right about 60inch? (big enough to frighten a kid) in the same grey scale lofi colour where I saw older teen-early 20s walking past holding books and smiling at me actually noticing me. I remember feeling like I could join them which scared me (13yrs!) So shook my head and took deep breaths to snap out of it. Later in life it's clear my assemblage point had moved - hadn't heard of tensegrity back then so wasn't practicing that. They seemed to be in a school corridor in another dimension I guess. Clear as day.
You can recap all of this every time a memory comes to the surface on its own, whereas before it was deeply buried under different things. Personally, when this happens to me, I simply do the movement and breathing of the recap. In the winter it happened constantly and I took short breaks from work to do it. It was the period when I had the most flashes of memory.
Could these memories be what the dark sea of awareness wants?
Could that strange feeling you describe be the usher?
This feeling was like I knew where I would be just from this feeling and not from anything else like seeing it or hearing it etc..
I don't know if that's usher.