We had what was likely a cleargreen follower come to this subreddit, trying to redefine sorcery to include no magic. You just "save energy" to reach a new level.
Can you see how easy that is to pretend?
Meanwhile, there's what I was doing last night as a result of helping Cholita put air in her bike tires.
Witches store dark energy in their wombs, and my theory is that they lend some to men, in exchange for helping them. So that the men will notice something is very different and magical, in their interactions.
That's "the abstract", in this picture. It's a very accurate drawing, except that when you look at the abstract you can't have any meaningful thoughts about it. You see it, but you can't think, speak, write, or explain any aspect of it.
Even more puzzling is that you can't look at such things for very long, before the Eagle commands you to "take an inventory", and you find yourself looking away from magic so amazing, it's never even been written about outside the writings of Carlos. It's also not present in his books very much.
You can also notice this "take an inventory" command using the allies. So if you're just starting out and you have an Ally helping you to perceive super stunning very real looking magic, try to watch it as long as you can, without "squashing" it.
That's how you discover that we aren't allowed to gaze in a steady manner like that, before we're forced to think about it a bit.
But as don Juan said, you can't ignore the command to "taken an inventory".
Fortunately you certainly don't have to worship it.
When you find that you looked away and have thoughts in your mind, just drop them and go back to watching real magic.
It's not a lack on your part. It's what the Eagle commands!
Until you find yourself in that situation, especially when viewing "the abstract", you won't believe that's possible. I suppose I got lucky, and using Cholita's dark energy I was able to "flatten" the sight of this abstract pile of glowing red objects, so that at the least I could draw it.
It lasted for the entire "running man" series, with all of the foot and leg movements stirring up a giant pile of glowing red "objects".
Now... I need to admit, since there's only 3 direct students of Carlos left (so far), that Jadey suggests you don't mess with the tensegrity forms like that. I was leaning at an angle on the bed.
Out of laziness I suppose. I didn't want to get down on the floor.
But as an excuse, it's easier to see the magic if you can look right at it with your eyes!
So if you feel cheated and wonder how on earth you can get something "real" to happen, the answer is easy.
Follow the instructions Carlos gave us!
Don't be like the EuroBuddhists who only wanted to accumulate "facts", so that they could dismiss our sorcery in favor of pretending to be better than everyone.
I can't imagine what those (tall) idiots were thinking during private classes. Each time Carlos told us something profound, they were likely trying to look it up in their delusional Buddhist precepts, so that they could convince themselves that this path was inferior to their pretending.
That's PTSD from their horrible socialization at the hands of their family.
I'm not making that up! In full on Silent Knowledge, you can focus your "seeing" on "how you feel about things", and you'll realize that you're a big mess, down at the base of it all.
Always on the lookout for social mistakes with an image in your mind of getting chastised by imaginary other people, if you make a mistake.
And ALL of sorcery is a "mistake" according to our socialization.
So give that a try when you reach silent knowledge. Try to "see" your "self".
You'll realize that PTSD is the only way to describe it!
The "SKE" in that picture is a silent knowledge entity. Think "Porfirio", "Mescalito", or "God".
It's the same one I tried to create days ago, to which the IOBs treated me with the ability to spend perhaps a full hour with it.
But it didn't return after that, so far.
I got this distorted version last night.
All SKEs can be visited, but none have an actual real existence. They were "intended" as a stream from the dark sea.
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The red dots in the abstract, is that something known to practitioners like the purple puffs?
Forgive my choice of words, it’s not my intention to make common but I’m curious about the abstract as you’ve showing it.
Probably not.
The abstract is even more than all of our tonal reality.
And within "The Nagual", there's likely more of the abstract, than of the "sensible" stuff.
It's kind of like unstructured emanations glowing and forming a perceivable thing, but not something that fits with your regular flow of sensations and feelings from the dark sea. So that it's not even possible to think about it, after it's over. But while it's flowing, it seems perfectly fine.
It's perhaps, "poorly bundled emanations"?
Or you can think of it like seeing "videos in the air", as an analogy to answer your question as to whether anyone else might see the same thing.
I saw a giant fly on my business glass window 2 days ago, and then got sucked into that view, and teleported to work to take a closer look.
You're asking if you should expect to see giant flies!
Of course not.
But you might.
The IOBs like to trap us in the abstract, so if you keep going your first exposure will likely be Minx holding you down using the abstract to keep you from snapping out of it.
There's past posts on this topic.
Carlos wanted us to "find it", because if you find it on your own, rather than fall victim to it at the hands of an inorganic being, that means you brought your double out into the real world.
It's "between" his perception, and yours.
I wasn’t keen on asking about the appearance of the abstract in red dots. How could anyone describe the abstract? If you don’t ask you don’t learn…
While practicing inner silence randomly through out the day; I’ve been having weird visuals and glimpses of non-ordinary realty. I think it’s par for the course, id really like to be able to hold them longer.
I’ll search for that past post.
Excellent post.