Squandering my gifts

I've been sporadically practicing for about a year. I'm having trouble staying consistent, and even though I've had a bunch of success, I'm still considering myself a new practitioner. Just read the " dirty links to intent" post and I am surely the " when I'm done" ....person " I've never posted the things I've seen before during womb dreaming - for sure Fancy! The most beautiful woman I've ever seen with purple mist eyes - nothing else was there except me and her face to face. And I lol when I read Dan say she likes to look goth- she did!!!! I mostly do the passes for the womb, and all of the passes in Taishas book. Has anyone else had experience with the " vibrating force" ?

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 4 points 2025-09-16 12:27

Any chance we could get you to film of few of those passes Taisha's details in The Sorcerers' Crossing?

We currently only have visual documentation in the form of illustrations or video for: The Passes for the Face, and Moving Vital Energy to the Chest.

https://reddit.com/r/castaneda/w/tensegrity/stalking_tensegrity/sorcerers_crossing_passes

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u/MedicineFirm8061 5 points 2025-09-16 12:45

Ok it's " grasping the energy that sustains us " one that I'm specifically talking about. My hand hits something like an extremely strong current and flaps around, and you can grasp it and bring it in. I wanted to know if that's the vibrating force from page 226 The active side of infinity " and if I can hold it long enough I can make the flyers mind glee forever! No more " sporadic" practicing - I'm in! Haha. Also could be the source of all those ancient depictions of women holding snakes up in both hands .. maybe? As to your filming question- I would love to but how? 

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u/TechnoMagical_Intent 4 points 2025-09-16 12:57

It doesn't have to be a fancy setup!

That particular pass was done by Taisha in a living room sitting up against a couch.

You could prop a smartphone up against a couple of books on top of an end table, and either put the timer start on, are use your phones built in editing function (or a free one that's readily available) to cut the start and end points.

Since you're actually perceiving the second attention while doing it, you have the "extra authority" to do so.

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u/MedicineFirm8061 6 points 2025-09-16 15:01

Ok I'm on it. I do it just like Taisha, back against couch. 

I also saw a shirtless Mayan man seated in front of me one time ( just his outline, he was all black- but I knew) and heard   "Play the drums" , and I did , with the energy!  Completely amazing and bizarre. 

Thank you for probably spurring me to work harder now. 😊

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u/aum_sound 2 points 2025-09-16 13:34

I try to do it at the same time every day.

I've been starting to get some consistency lately, and seeing colours more regularly. I'd say I started practising in September last year. I only learned about Castaneda in maybe April/May time, I need to go back and check my journal.

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u/MedicineFirm8061 1 points 2025-09-16 16:08

Thanks for that. It's definitely the "I  have endless time" issue for me too. I literally get up daily and plan on practicing, then get lazy and say, eh, tomorrow. Yup, internal dialogue for sure. 

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u/Emergency-Total-4851 3 points 2025-09-16 16:11
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u/MedicineFirm8061 1 points 2025-09-16 16:18

Oh boy ... Crap!!! 😕

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u/danl999 9 points 2025-09-16 14:57

Why not try posting? It sets up a new kind of intent, as long as you're just describing what you actually did (as best you can using the AI to draw it).

Let's try making Fancy with purple eyes, goth style... I'll ask both Grok, and ChatGPT.

It's not bad!

There's a story to go with that picture.

One time I wanted to make a spaceship. I was deep in the red zone, with Fancy as my assistant, where ANYTHING is possible (within reason I suppose).

And I'd gotten used to all sorts of crazy doings, every night.

So I made a spaceship, hoping to travel to Pandora (Carlos' home he offered to sell to me), to investigate if there was a passage from there, to Tula.

I had this theory that the phantom copy of his home, which could be entered behind the beam in the living room, was hooked to the phantom city of Tula.

A reasonable idea, if you actually know more of the details.

But while traveling along in the ship, which was more like a hovercraft with a dome for the front window, I saw Fancy standing by the airlock door of the "ship"

I don't know who opened the portal, but it was an offer I couldn't refuse.

And like an idiot I stuck my head out into empty space.

Fully awake!!! And in my physical body.

It wasn't a dream. I was walking around in my normal room, except that where the wall should be on the east side, there was a spaceship like window.

And I leaned out into it, which means, my torso passed through solid wall.

But it wasn't there anymore. I was half leaning out into my yard, but it looked like outer space.

I got sucked out that window into a dark blackess except for my feet, which grabbed onto the window frame.

Tiny voices in the blackness of space were calling out to me, "Come join us in unbundled space!"

Fancy pulled me back into the room, grabbing onto my ankles.

The deep red zone is VERY fun... I greatly miss it.

But it seems to be turning out, that by using Silent Knowledge you can reproduce any of the effects an Ally can bring about.

You just have to do all the work yourself.

So it's kind of like the difference between running down the road as fast as you can, enjoying the wind and the scenery, and riding on a little electric scooter.

The scooter is obviously more fun.

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u/MedicineFirm8061 2 points 2025-09-16 16:15

Dying at this likeness! Her little bangs were almost exact! She was realer than real .

My first post was done with exactly that intent in mind- maybe posting will make me feel like " Ok. I'm doing this! " 

Your posts are fascinating!!!!! 

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u/BBz13z 2 points 2025-09-16 20:28

I’ve been practicing for a year, and still consider myself a noob.

We can be yearling noobs. LOL

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u/MedicineFirm8061 2 points 2025-09-16 21:07

Like it! 

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u/BBz13z 1 points 2025-09-16 21:08

Haha Cheers!

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u/NumerousExtension916 0 points 2025-09-16 20:38

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I’m five years late, I must run at full speed or I’ll miss the Fairies
A long time ago they were in the red, playing with the Fairies…
Damn, cats are so sexy, they even have a page of IOBs…
I must do the "stretches", “learn” before “teaching”…
The Moon is already near, I just need another coffee, another cigar
If he’s talking about the scooter, I’ll have to talk about the magic carpet
Damn it, they can see in daylight, are they overweight “fans”?
The “jaguar women”, la pinshi Catalina y el Julián, the war of the factions, Cleargreen, Cholita… CARLOS!

(Crashes into the wall)

– What was that damn noise?
– It’s me… I had a horrible nightmare!
– And what were you dreaming?
– I don’t know… I think it was "Voldemort" running naked…

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u/NumerousExtension916 0 points 2025-09-16 21:32

That’s how you drive a witch away! And if that doesn’t work, you can always burp.

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