Last night was wild! I was womb dreaming and was aware of what was going on. I saw purple puffs and each time the puffs were pushed together I felt an electric charge through my body. I could visually and physically feel the charge. It was almost like a spaceship gaining enough power to finally blast into space. I told myself that wasn’t ready just yet because I was afraid of seeing anything scary so the charging disappeared. It was so wild being aware and having some sort of what felt like free will.
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Congratulations! Please,, can I ask if you were sitting or lying down, and if your eyes were closed or open? What did you have on your lap? I remember La Gorda placing river pebbles or a piece of lead...
I was lying down with an eye mask on and my eyes were closed. A paper weight that’s been working well for me.
That's very kind of you. Thank you.
Sorry can someone explain to me what womb dreaming is. I can't figure it out
Here’s a primer on Womb Dreaming from the WiKi-
https://reddit.com/r/castaneda/wiki/dreaming/womb_dreaming
Perhaps we need to build a rocket?
And don't doubt that the "womb" is a second brain.
I'm working on a project which requires "seeing" how to do it, since it's a magical task and completely impossible.
I'm aware that it's much easier for women to accomplish it, and I have to take that into account. It could be that I can't do anything men would find helpful, but the women could. And they'd cause the men to be able to do it.
That happens in the books from time to time.
Knowing that women are different than men in that regards, left a trace in my awareness which activated seeing why women can often do things long before having the silence levels that men would need to do that.
It's because they can look in more "directions" than men.
Possibly a biological thing? The men focus on breaking large rocks to show how powerful they are, while the women look around to see if breaking rocks is actually a good idea at that location.
If you are perfectly silent, any trace concern becomes the seed for Silent Knowledge. And fortunately, it even works if you aren't "perfectly" silent.
You just get a more confusing answer, since it's like when Carlos asked the talking lizards two questions at once, not realizing he'd messed things up.
I suddenly caught sight of "something else" beyond the visual effects all around me.
I've long wondered if people might notice something other than visual sights, while doing tensegrity. It's pretty hard to catch sight of those puffs, in full lighting.
And Carlos advised us to focus on "muscle memory" while doing tensegrity, as if it were something we could actually perceive directly. It reminds me of how women are supposed to focus on the womb during their practice sessions.
Carlos and the witches expected people to perceive something from the second attention, during tensegrity, despite the handicap of practicing in full lighting.
That "something else" I perceived clearly last night is impossible to describe. I suppose you could say it was a twisted 3D structure slightly to my right, where the right side energy is located.
Naturally the AI drew this at first with closed eyes, like a lame Buddhist making up stuff about falling asleep during meditation in order to get attention.
Even when I told it his eyes were open in the initial request.
Even the AIs are magic pretenders!
Do you mind explaining to me what was happening when it felt like I was charging up to blast off into the unknown? If you don’t have the time that is ok. Thank you.
Just initial excitement at seeing real magic? Or maybe because your assemblage point moved further than it has before, and that released energy.
Which won't be released if you repeat it...
There's also other "things" you'll notice, which I won't mention because that might tend to make them more noticable, and it's best to encounter things innocently.
Later, you'll feel wonderful when your assemblage point moves to the other side of the body!
I don't like to use the word "bliss" because it's abused by meditation groupies. What they experience is a druglike "body bliss".
Sorcerers experience something that's more like a "reality bliss". Nothing to do with your body. It's from being in a different world, but still seeing the same surroundings. And realizing that from that point of view, everything is wonderful.
The "self" goes away.
That's the source of all non-physical suffering.
A "self" to "defend". With the internal dialogue fussing over its "problems" all day long.
THEN... After you daily get to remove "self" and can then say you've reached the "place of no pity", the way the witches talked about it, you'll start to notice non-human perception.
Which is extremely far past just having no self.
It's having no humanness.
Which doesn't mean no "humanity".
It means, the sensibilities forced off on us due to living our entire life in an organic body, which has perceptual biases even if you get rid of your "self", go away.
And you can perceive very strange things that can't be explained. But which you realize, belong to entirely different ways of viewing reality.
And are places you could actually stay, if you were willing to do without the human form.
Florinda, or perhaps Taisha, said they actually prefer non-human realms to explore.
Because you don't get attached to things.
Which also means, you can't get stuck in a different reality because you get so cozy, you forget where you came from.
That might be how the blue scout got trapped in another realm.
I don't think anyone should worry about being "trapped", in case I scared any beginners.
That's a little like worrying that if you were Superman, you might accidentally knock the moon out of orbit, and doom the planet.
Learn to fly first, worry about the moon later!
On the other hand, keep an eye on Krypto.
He might knock the moon out of orbit...
Thank you! Appreciated. Aww krypto!
I say, skip the second "New Superman" and just do a "Krypto" movie...
With special effects as good as the superman movie.
Excellent special effects!