I always start my practices with the intent to merge with my energy body. I say it very seriously : " with the intent of merging with my energy body " and then I begin.
It was the morning after the full moon, and I was on my period.
Yesterday morning I said, “My dear energy body, stop teasing me, for god’s sake, just come and merge with me already.”
Then I started doing Tensegrity, beginning with the passes of Chacmools.
After about an hour and a half of Tensegrity, I went on to do recapitulation, but I wasn’t in the mood at all.
Unlike before, when I used to force myself to follow the routine I had set, this time I told myself to respect my mood - and instead, I went for gazing.
In Taisha’s Unpublished Notes, there’s a gazing practice with a “feather” that really caught my attention.
So I placed a feather on the pot of my pothos plant, since I’ve had better results with live plants than with dried leaves.
I started my gazing practice, focusing on the lights (halo-like) around the feather. The halo grew larger and began to spin. Then I saw something like a white mist appear in front of my face, gently caressing me with a soft breeze. As I kept gazing, I noticed it had a pale pink and lilac tone, filled with tiny transparent sparkles shining within it. The texture of this mass felt cool, bubbly, soft, and cloud-like.
It touched my face and seemed to linger there for me to breathe it in. I breathed it for a few minutes, and my breathing became so smooth and gentle - it felt as if my whole body was softening and flowing more easily.
Suddenly, thoughts rushed in that I needed to get to my tasks, what if I was late, and so on.
I hurried off to get things done.
But throughout the day, I kept thinking about why I hadn’t breathed it longer and why I hadn’t watched my inner dialogue more carefully.
Still, all day - and even into the night - I felt this energy of being in the moment, truly sensing it from the depths of my heart.
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I tried the same technique last year and at first it was just like you describe! 🌟🪶
Keep up the hard work, the results are always amazing!
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There's a definite connection between breath, and the position of the assemblage point.
It can't be denied once you reach Silent Knowledge daily for a few months, at which you can pretty much focus on your breath, and your assemblage point moves there.
But that's an effect, not a cause.
At least, for the men.
Who knows with women? As Carlos said, they're rule breakers.
But don't expect to be able to repeat something precisely each day.
The frustration of not finding that precise experience again, is actually "progress".
In some way impossible to define.
We start out as fakers perhaps, and success followed by failure, helps clean our link to intent.
It makes us pay more attention.
I stole it for facebook.
Have you seen the halo around the plants or trees?
Yes
The halo can expand until it covers everything, it sort of pops! I have seen every object that I looked at was golden, and when I moved my hands in the air doing tensegrity, it would leave a blue trail through the air.
It's especially amazing that it can happen during daylight.
How interesting!!!
I see exactly the same things, and in the same colors you mentioned. I had even prepared a post about it, but I haven’t been able to get the picture ready yet; GPT doesn’t quite capture it accurately.
Love that! :)
Seems to me there’s a lot of similarities between practitioners, which makes sense, what tends to vary widely is how we individually interpret our perception.
I don’t see colours, I see an outline and when I’m in the right setting and holding inner silence, the flora disappears and I just see the halo outline. It’s one practice I’ve been able to do consistently.
Works on shadows at night too. But it’s not as consistent for me.
Yes, that halo outline is exactly what i am talking about, it is either white or light blue. At a certain point, weird stuff can happen watching it.
Ya………white(?), but it’s so faint for me, I can’t say for sure, yet. The only strange I get, is the tree will blink out and the halo outline remains. I need to stop breaking silence cause I’m wow’d and keep pushing like a professional. lol
Do you know the Silvio Manuel Pass?
No, I'm bad, right now all I seem to be able to commit to is lifesaver, but even just one is enough.
Check it out. Seems to me like there’s a lot of sneaky little “not-doings” in the pass.
I can’t do only one. My internal dialogue would chatter and natter driving me nutty. So I move through what I know.
I'll try looking it up! I like Tekaszoni Pesszallo's videos
He’s cool. I’m doing a few passes I learned watching him. I’m digging the two faced mask he uses. I think he’s Asians can hear is accent when he yells intent. He hasn’t posted for 3yrs…..bummer
It’s the little nuances you see in some of the forms and can relate to what you learn here. That’s what I’ve been finding in the Silvio Pass.