I need your help to identify something strange happening to me for quite a while now. Ever since I started dreaming, I started to have from time to time this extremely bizarre experience during my waking life. The experience starts all of a sudden, I get this abrupt emergence of a memory of a scene or event I never lived before, but with great details, almost like a dream. The scene is not visual, is more inward like a very peculiar memory with details such as what music was playing at the spot, how some people were dressed, chairs if any, trees, how light was hitting, everything. This memory lasts for about 15 to 20 seconds. During this emergence I get a very very strong bodily feeling that emerges in my chest and at first it was so strong almost made me puke. With time it became more manageable but when it happens the impact of it is so strong I have to sit down. The video I made with midjourney is meant to exemplify such scene. I get to see detailed features of people I never met, they talk to me etc. After the seconds are past, the memory subsides and just like a dream, I start to forget the scene. With time I managed to retain more and more details after, but is still very minimum.
I discarded neurological issues because I asked my doc friends about it and no one knew what this was...
Help!?
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Is it worth trying to do recapitulation at that very moment?
Sometimes I get hit by a sudden wave of tiredness but it's not tiredness cos my head feels funky. I usually try to do tensegrity at these times, cos it's a lot easier to get silent.
Maybe just get the board out and ride the wave, idk?
Is a very peculiar feeling and is not something normal is why it had me concerned... My first ideas was to try to retain as much as I can of the episode, and that kinda helped to diminish the awful feeling.
If you have an active subscription in midjourney you can generate videos. you have to be on midjourney.com to generate the videos and not on the discord. Check it out, they are quite cool although not as good as kling in my opinion.
Look up dreaming history on the subreddit. (or any combination of words like histories, dream).
Thank you so much for the tip! I will do that1
Sounds like your assemblage point shifted. That can be accompanied by odd bodily sensations:
https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/wiki/misc_practices/ill_effects/
Is what I thought also but then I get so many other questions heheh! I will be reading all resources you guys suggested! thank you!
Naturally mental illness should always be considered, but mental illness doesn't mean you're "broken". It only means that the multiverse starts to leak through your normal barriers.
And for sorcerers, what you're describing is very common. Carlos even commented that if they could lay it all "flat", he and La Gorda might actually believe they had lived 800 years.
There's no way that happens without alternate timelines.
Or, consider Zuleica teaching Carlos in darkness, and having him wiggle his fingers on the spot of the second attention all night long.
That's just not possible... Give it a try. You'd need Aaron holding up Moses staff, except on your wrists. People just can't do that for 8 hours.
And why wouldn't Carlos miss all that time, hanging out with Silvio and Zuleica, for what seemed like weeks?
Because in fact, it was an alternate timeline induced by the Nagual's blow?
And as Carlos admitted in a forward, it might not have taken all that much time, from our normal point of view.
I don't really know, but 2 weeks takes only 12 hours from time to time, if you're perceiving an alternate timeline.
The Alternate Timelines Video is all you need know to understand this.
I get to see what you're talking about as many as 10 times a night, on a "good" day.
The alternate timeline video, so good. Im enthralled by these videos. I wish they were longer lol
Thank you! Never thought of the alternate time line, I will have to read about it! Appreciate it!
https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMallWorld/s/Ql7TpFgjHT
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