- when i silent the mind and look at shadows, i see cartoons running around at highspeed, sometimes pretty greusome ones who cut their legs off and stuff. are these inorganic beings?
is this the second attention? I have a very very bad habit I am now aware of by placing my attention on my thoughts and getting stuck in a recursive loop. Silencing the mind helps with that, and im getting better at it over the years. its as soon as I let go, I see faint faint images, that are almost ghost like..
Sometimes I see a woman and her voice correlates with the voice of the spirit.
Also been recapitulating more and practicing not doing to give me room to stop the world.. think im realll close. Can someone describe the situation when the world stops more?
Thoughts?
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Stopping the world has multiple definitions. According to La Gorda, as soon as you can perceive the second attention, you stopped the world.
In the case of Carlos he ended up floating in space in some kind of yellow foggy void. He of course was helped by Little Smoke in coyote form. Later he passed out at UCLA near the cafeteria, and likely stopped the world there too. He woke up in his apartment, seemingly not remembering how he got back home.
In general, it could be that women get more "gentle" descriptions and definitions of magical achievements, because for them if they feel confident they did something good, they have a better chance of repeating it and going further.
They have different motivations than the men.
As Cholita likes to say (when she's being talkative for 10 seconds), "All women are witches, if they just know they are."
Whereas, the men need to hear how hard and revolutionary something is, a truly great achievement, in order to manipulate them into working hard under the belief they'll get attention from their group and rise in social status.
We'll all basically 98.5% Chimps at the genetic level.
Anyway, what you're experiencing is an assemblage point that's not remaining up on the blue line, in the middle.
It's moved.
But it moves when you dream too, so it's nothing we don't experience often.
Meanwhile, no one in here has the skill to see why you experience what you do, without being where you are and observing your life.
Not that anyone but a money hungry guru type would want to go where you are and "diagnose" you.
They'd basically just give you a sales pitch for their product, so naturally they make house visits.
Did you see this video? As soon as the assemblage point moves down a little, there's plenty of stuff to see. But that doesn't mean it's all useful.
For instance, that green zone which meditation "masters" visit (and never get any further without drugs) causes egotism. And traps people into believing they are "enlightened", when it's usually just insect hive mind awareness. Being "one with everything". It makes the hive more calm if the bees are drugged.
The assemblage point can also move sideways and produce unusual sights, without moving down at all. But we don't know much about that because as soon as you learn a little sorcery, you can't go back and experiment with horizontal shifts up at the blue line.
Because it's a bit unpleasant up there, so your assemblage point would tend to move downwards.
If I were to "diagnose" someone, all I could do is use what we've seen in here.
And people with as much "talent" as you seem to have, tend to have used drugs, or have some diagnosable mental condition.
That won't stop you from learning. You just have to develop more sobriety and work hard.
Thank you Danl999, i appreciate the verbosity. I appreciate the masculinity vs feminine analogy, I have to practice unbending intent more because im extremely rooted in my feminine.
The Video is cool. Thank you.
So if you stick around you'll learn, if you're a woman ignore what Dan says.
Cholita certainly does!
I don't remember who told me this or where I read it, but women just need someone to show them something is possible, and they'll figure out how to do it themselves.
If they're interested.
I don't know if this also applies to practicing on a regular basis.
I've discovered that you need to do amazing magic 2000 times just to get anywhere at all.
Whereas some people get taken over by the Asian concept of "Attainments", where just doing something once, is important.
That's not really true in sorcery.
We're "cleaning our link to intent".
Because intent forms our reality. It's even more fundamental than solid matter, time, or space.
Because those are merely "intended".
Which makes time travel possible!
Here's another video. On time travel. We get to do that, FOR REAL.
But to get there more than a few times by accident, you have to have a very clean link to intent.
Which implies, a LOT of "cleaning".
And virtually none of "attainments".