The image is from my session this morning.
The more I practice the more my definition of silence or quieting the internal dialogue evolves.
For me, I noticed that my breathing is tied to my ID and in recent weeks I've been experimenting with interrupting the automatic rhythm of my breath by holding it suddenly during an exhale or inhale and applying a little bit of pressure to squeeze for silence. I'll do this five or so times until I'm manually breathing then allow normal breathing to resume.
During the day I've been doing the Volume 1 "Twelve Basic Movements to Gather Energy and Promote Well-Being" passes one or two iterations of each.
I'm finding that 20 minutes of sunlight glitter is a good amount for me. I like to do the Life Saver pass while gathering glitter.
When in the bathroom I recently stopped staring at my phone while sitting and started staring at the wall with the lights on. Within a few minutes I'm able to see purple and circular ripples of yellow with black spots.
I've been showering at night with the lights off there's enough ambient light to see myself and the wall in front of me. It's fun to have the view of the wall be obscured by vibrant thick purple. I'll do Zuleica's pass and see a yellow puff ping-ponging between my hands.
I'm finding that there's always an opportunity to turn an everyday task into a mini-session.
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That's odd. I was gazing at precisely that right picture this morning.
As closely as you can manage to draw something, which isn't very close.
I was specifically wondering if a single letter counts as "text".
With hopes of following the path Carlos left us, to become "readers of infinity".
Which might also have been a bit of a joke, about how reading is what brought us onto this path.
It's certainly NOT a less confusing way to "see".
Let's rethink this whole thing.
Is everything written in the books true precisely, and only, as written?
Did Carlos manipulate sorcery topics in private classes, as needed based on what he saw was the result?
Well...
obviously!
So what could be an ulterior motive for telling us it's better to become "readers of infinity", than to go the old seer route of watching "DarkFlix"?
Giving us the idea that there's a "better" choice for something as infinity as "seeing"?
Gee... I wonder if we'll ever figure it out?
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It’s funny how intent will coordinate these things. When you posted about directionality of the puffs and interacting with them, I had the same experience before I even read your post.
A while ago I had a split second of reading from infinity during gazing. I was just told that sorcerers of the past had more energy than those of today. The text was like cursive writing in a traditional book.
Makes sense that they would!
They were taken in as "younglings".
And back then, rent was essentially $0, there were no taxes, and you could easily get your hands on enough food to get by, without working at all.
So most likely, you didn't get as much energy entangled in your own past, growing up and becoming an adult.
We have all sorts of energy tied up in the past!
And that's not vague at all.
It becomes brutally obvious when you try to manipulate Silent Knowledge and keep getting bitten by random past activities.
That's most of the "cleaning your link to intent" problem. Identifying where your intent is still stuck.
Maybe when we say that sorcerers can change any aspect of reality (something said only once in the books as far as I know), it also refers to "undoing" an event in the past?
Don Juan was said to be able to rearrange his entire life, with a single sweep of his head.
“DJM rearranging his entire life with a head sweep”; makes me think of bloc theory: past, present, future exist side by side. He’s hooking in with intent and placing his awareness - which is a 4 dimensional existence which may not jive with sorcery…maybe 16D if multiverse has entered the chat…
Since we both saw relatively the same thing within a short time of each other, and maybe even at the same time, I added the "alphabet soup" to my current animation on "continuous seeing".
It's 80% done, but taking a long time due to my attempts to make it super accurate.
Nice, this happened Saturday morning 7:30-9am.
I felt obligated to post last night despite how tired I was, even if it was just putting up the image without text. There was a unique buzzing noise/sensation encouraging me to get it done.
Tuesday or Wednesday last week I had paragraphs of text with a yellow paper background resembling your “reading from the whorl video” quickly side scrolling in front of my face. Some words out of focus, some legible, there wasn’t enough time to concentrate on the words to complete a paragraph.
I’ve seen a reddit page floating in front of me or newspaper and have honed in on the blurry text to read it, remembering what it says is another thing.
When I saw the variations of vehicles (planes, cars, trucks) side scrolling it was on a similar background as the image I posted. It was like someone was choosing a vehicle in a racing game but left the controller on the floor with the stick pinned to one direction, and options were rapidly going by, then the vehicle would change.
If you could view alphabet soup on demand (next to impossible at our level), you could try out the movement in recapitulation series, where you bend down and rub the outside of your ankles, to see if it alters which letters of the alphabet show up.
For example, you might see more "5"s.
It's pretty obvious once you can hold a specific SK sight during tensegrity, that it was in fact intended for us to do things like that. See what effect specific movements have on "seeing" something concrete.
Carlos even egged us on to do it, but we're so dense we never noticed that.
Possibly his advice to focus on muscle memory, was an attempt to get us to notice that, without telling us directly for fear he'd end up with a bunch of people pretending to have done it.
It's a real issue. Once in a while we get a new person posting who seems to have just copied some experiences they read randomly in here.
Speaking of us being too dense to have noticed all the things Carlos gave us, or set up for us, it turns out Julian isn't the only "new seer" that had to go to the inorganic being's world.
If people hate Julian because they're pretty much acting out the book narrative, there's others from our lineage we could locate in there.
I hope one day we have someone skilled enough to take an inventory of who from our lineage is stuck in there.
I’m looking forward to seeing SK of any kind more reliably and am pushing myself daily towards that.
Regarding Julian, I think people were more concerned over your safety and less concerned over who was being rescued. If someone can bring out Julian, go for it!
I saw the alphabet soup again last night.
Maybe it's a good practice step on the road to learning to be a "reader of infinity".
Carlos gave us "the whorl" and the "violet smear in the sky", but possibly those are too difficult.
And alphabet characters floating in darkness are easier to stumble across.
Happy for you. I’ve barely got anywhere gazing after passes the past two nights.
Just felt drained and dragging, think I am fighting a cold + I’m in the middle of moving, none of that helps.
Forgot to mention this. Thank you for your suggestion, Gift to Maui is much more intense compared to Stellar Hatch. The pass has staggered me a few times during the stretch up. I’ve brought down a moving circle of yellow and green sometimes with half a face showing up briefly. Fun stuff.
Any idea why Carlos gave the analogy of "opening a hatch", when in fact you can't open the luminous shell at all, and instead it stretches?
There's an obvious answer, but you have to "see" it.
And there might be more than one reason.
Months ago when looking down I saw what looked like an asteroid in space below my feet.
When looking up I’lI see a circle of blackness surrounded by a mix of green and yellow, not quiet enough to get past that. My ID alarms that I’m going to pass out or fall backwards.
I get the sense you have something more in mind. When I see it, I’ll let you know. First, I have to forget about looking for it…
I don't know if this still applies. The context is on page 838/1760 of the searchable pdf:
Don Juan explained that the egg-shaped shells which seemed so bright to us were indeed dull. The luminosity emanated from the brilliant core; the shell in fact dulled its radiance. Don Juan revealed to us that the shell must be broken in order to liberate that being. It must be broken from the inside at the right time, just as creatures that hatch out of eggs break their shells. If they fail to do so, they suffocate and die. As with creatures that hatch out of eggs, there is no way for a warrior to break the shell of his luminosity until the time is right.
Don Juan told us that losing the human form was the only means of breaking that shell, the only means of liberating that haunting luminous core, the core of awareness which is the Eagle's food. To break the shell means remembering the other self, and arriving at the totality of oneself.
Is darkroom a different path to the same result? A broken shell path Vs stretched path? The issue isn't immediate for me. But it could be, I seem to be doubling down after reading Athina's post. A new urgency.
I apologize for bringing up stuff from the books.
When I read that, I see don Juan deceiving Carlos on a point or two. A teaching method custom designed to appeal to Carlos, which is mostly inapplicable to others. Or which is a misrepresentation of something else.
There's a lot of that in the books.
Cool post. I also appreciate the advice that we have way more opportunities to practice than we realize.
For me, I’m finding the more I break up my usual day with passes or a brief gazing session it eases the shifts of my AP and makes it a little easier to push further.
I like life saver pass, fluidity foot, a quick burst of masculinity passes, and volume 1 for uncrusting energy throughout the day. Not necessarily all of those at once, one or two (example vol 1 + fluidity)
Taking the time to get sunlight glitter is important as well. In my opinion taking aside the time to do this is almost as important as the glitter itself.
We’ve talked or mentioned, in previous posts, seeing this house, I think? I’ve gotten glimpses of it randomly for many months. I saw it in a dream the other night and got a minuscule amount of rational awareness, which I quickly lost. You’re seeing it clearly with detail - Im glimpsing it in puffs/blobs. It’s an older California bungalow.
….and trees, I see trees, every other session. Then tonight while listening to ASI, I realized, trees are mentioned in many (maybe all) of the books. LoL, not sure why i felt compelled to include this?
Seeing that style home in dreams or as a second attention sight has been a recurring thing since I started practicing. Always different variations of a late 70’s - 80’s single story spanish/stucco/ranch home.
Usually when gazing the first scene I see is of treetops. I’ll see them occasionally in pink afterwards.
Most mornings I go to the park lean against the same tree and gaze at another tree, usually just a quick daylight gaze session before work, mostly for speed, I’m only there 15 minutes. It’s uncanny the moment I lean my back against it I feel a pull down and sink into the gaze.
Some months will be heavy with sights of the ocean and ‘awareness’ floating around in it. I would be observing a scene of waves crashing on a beach and see a beige patch or bubbling in the water appears and I hear ‘awareness’.