Hi Brothas n Sistas
About 2 months ago me and a buddy of mind decided to try psilocybin for the first time. As the idiot i am, we decided to split 10grams. Prior to this I have had absolutely zero spiritual experience (I followed christianity a little). I’m also generally a very motivated and dedicated person to my physical and mental-health.
So after we ate them, we went out into a little nature walk and had a blast not really realizing we took a decent dose for a first time. As we were running around having a good time, I kept getting these strange thoughts almost like I was recovering/recovering them. I tried bringing it up to my friend, but he just dismissed it and attributed it to me being on drugs obviously.😂 One of these almost visions that I remember most vividly was this kind of mystical library make up of purple ether mist, crystals, and divine geometry. It seemed to be almost translucent, so it definitely couldn’t be anything from this material realm. I also remember a little less visibly that there were classes and these almost astral-like figures there. These astral figures looked like they represented emotion but i couldn’t really tell. It looked really familiar which is what makes me think it’s something important.
After I came down from my altered state of consciousness, I was viscously attacked by anxiety and demonic entities I am lead to believe and for the next 2 months it has been a roller coaster of Ups and Downs, Heaven and Hell, high vibration and low vibration. (I am now doing a lot better and have gained so much more knowledge of the world and myself)
I guess my question is that if anyone can help give light to what this vision really is and means? I did some research and saw theory’s about the following (AI summary sorry😞):
\-Valentinian Pleroma — souls ascend past archontic spheres back to the divine fullness, undergoing refinement before reintegration with the Monad
\-Akashic Records (Theosophy) — an ethereal library of every soul’s experiences across all lives; reviewed between incarnations to extract lessons
\-Pistis Sophia / Neoplatonic Metaxy — intermediate purification realms between lives where souls are re-oriented by higher beings before re-descent
\-Gnostic Mystery School Initiations — earthly rituals seen as rehearsals of what the soul naturally undergoes between lives (structured ascent, revelation
Thank you, much love to all
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It’s organic, so don’t panic and enjoy the trippy trip.
It's just a collection of junk remaining in your mind from all the things you've seen.
It has no meaning at all but if you want to learn how it forms, you have to give up the drugs and learn to shut off your internal dialogue.
You fell prey to the "Evil Clown" effect, which pretty much dominates beginner's experiences of realities outside this one.
You can learn to play with this yourself, directly.
DAILY!!!
But not on drugs.
Those are a total dead end. Not even impressive compared to what you can do without them.
Here's the J curve diagram with magic mushroom territory marked. You used drugs to get to the bottom of the right railroad tracks, and then far off to the side.
Sorcerers call this a "quagmire" and try to reduce how much time they spend there, because that can prevent you from going any further.
By the way, we have "Little Smoke" helping us.
The mushroom entity from the books of Carlos Castaneda.
He left his 2 allies to us.
Wow thank you, i will delve deeper into this.
Around 10,000 years ago, the proto-Olmecs (descendant from the proto-Siberians) were using all sorts of plants to induce states like you experienced.
I suppose devil's weed, ayahuasca, and magic mushrooms were common.
But over hundreds of years, one of those ancient Olmecs figured out that you don't need the drugs to do this.
And taught others the secret.
Namely that all the drugs really do, is interrupt your internal dialogue.
Same way meditation works! Except meditation only replaces it with something else, so the results are hardly worth noticing.
The drugs really do a number on your internal dialogue, so the results are drastic.
Allowing your "assemblage point" to move several feet down your back.
Here's a cartoon.
If you learn to stop that internal dialogue all by yourself, you begin to pick up realities as streams from the dark sea of awareness, as shown in this cartoon.
Notice how the people in there, end up in alternate realities.
One starting from sleep, one starting from sitting in a chair with their eyes closed, and one from gazing with their eyes open.
The last one is the ideal situation, where you travel anywhere in time and space, seemingly in your physical body.
Naturally everyone in here would just love it if you could learn to do that with magic mushrooms.
But you can't. You only get half of the distance you need to go, you lose most of your rationality from the drugs pushing you far off to the right (that assemblage point), and if you took magic mushrooms everyday, you'd end up homeless.
Meanwhile if you practice what we do you get to fly through the air completely sober, walk through solid walls, be in 2 places at once, travel into the past in your physical body, and too many other things to list.
For real.
It's just a lot of work... And you don't get to do the fun "impossible" things very often.
What exactly do you mean by physically traveling through time with your body and being in two places at once? So, I wouldn't be visible to my roommates in the apartment anymore and would simply disappear metaphysically? Or could I be in Europe and the USA simultaneously? As a spirit, or actually as a body visible to everyone? Or only as consciousness?
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