Power went down in our neighborhood so I went looking for Cholita, who I haven't seen in days. Along the way I found a complicated protection spell she'd created, and possibly left out for me to see.
Quite a spell I must say...
So I went out to see what to tell Cholita about when the power would return, and found 4 electric company trucks replacing a transformer in our neighborhood.
I let Cholita know, only to find her all dolled up with a miniskirt, going out to do whatever it is she does all day.
And then, with no power and nothing else to do, I started practicing.
With plenty of time to do it.
I got a bit playful with the second attention, and while trying to figure out if the Allies need a puff of your energy body, or they can't be realistic, wondering if that's why they don't look real anymore once someone learns to form their energy body as that "blue ball", I accidentally uncovered what my double was doing, with a "scout" in dreaming.
So is it true that once your energy body forms, the Allies no longer look real? Because there's no "waking dream puffs" for them to take over?
I have no idea.
But it was only later when puzzling over this question, that I remembered having been in 2 places at once, possibly as a result of trying to pull the ally out of the dream world, and into the "real" one.
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Time stretching is an interesting example where it would be considered nonsense not long ago but after Interstellar movie its probably much more acceptable to the herd that you could spend an hour somewhere (a big planet) and age differently to everyone else (on earht).
On a side note, hi, Dan. I am glad I found your site here. You were one of the missing links I was interested to see more from but think I only spotted you once or twice in the wild after CC died. I was on Sustained Reaction back in 97 and through to some time around 2000 and something, when I finally gave up on CC stuff. I am coming back to Tensegrity 20 something years later and happened upon a post from you on reddit. Been catching up on you commentary the last week while sat by a pool on vacation.
Interestingly, or not, I tried to get on sustained reaction back in 2023 and promptly got banned and booted by Jeremy Donovan who seemed to have his hand up the ass of WuWei controlling that site like righteous dictator. I only realised today when I discovered a post where they discuss banning me for asking improper questions, or some such thing. I knew I was suddenly unable to post there, I just didnt know why, now I do.
As for Cleargreen et al, I figured them out way back too. So the whole thing was clearly lacking its valuable input from CC once he left. I think Amy Wallace's book was the one that finally tipped me out the cart for CC stuff. Corey Donovan never quite convinced me but I could see why he felt cheated.
But after 20 years spent trying other approaches - mostly buddhist or hindu based, and I know how you feel about those - I have ended up coming full circle to re-investigate Tensegrity for my final years as "intent" is really where its at, and though I found ultimate peace with Vipassana and stop the dialogue with ease now, you are right in that those paths lead to a cul-de-sac. I am not against them per se, they are better than the alternative of being an economic slave monkey to the system.
So you might see me around here for a bit as I test out what I gave up on with Tensegrity way back in probably 2004. definitely by 2005. But I have found many useful things since just none are on the quest for power that CC was.
I have many questions, I will stagger them out while here. Really this was just me saying hello. so hello.
You using “ser” is a typo, English honorific, or internet slang from “CT” (crypto twitter) which is now X, but still CT.
wot? (also spelt what). good catch. I can only attest to my use of it. I spell "ser" like that for effect. I'm British underneath the armour.
You probably havent watched "Silk" tv series about british lawyers, but there was a period of time when people called each other "ser", adding it to the end of sentences for no apparent reason in a British tone. It was a kind of playful humility signal. Probably doesnt translate to the written word but I do it all the same sometimes.
everything is a fractal when you look at it closely enough.
My random use of it, stems from crypto memecoin slang and similar nonsense, rare to see in here. Which is why your use of it stood out to me. No biggie. Thanks for the the reply.
Welcome to the Sub. Cheers
thank you for the welcome
Thank you for coming.
It’s great to have former students of CC’s among us.
to be clear, I never trained under him as a student, I only followed the teachings as best I could.
I started writing a whole big thing here but realised I should probably make it a post, assuming its allowed. my posting into discord went badly yesterday and I got hounded out.
Weird. I read through your post and got the impression you did classes. My apologies, I misinterpreted your post.
I’m not a fan of discord, so I’m not familiar with the goings on.
apologies for giving that impression, it wasnt meant that way. I studied it hard, but not in LA or under the auspices of the inner circle.
At the risk of this sounding dangerously close to pretending, I thought it was worth sharing here, only after reading your post:
Two days ago, I started doing tensegrity movements in the privacy of my bathroom, while gazing at the inside of my eyelids making the effort to redirect my attention away from all the mental chatter and noise that had really become extra noticeable and bothersome that morning. It was in the morning and the room was plenty lit up by sunlight through the window, and I had no mask in there with me. It was one of my few recent moments to myself I decided to seize for the closest I could manage to my optimal setting for darkroom practice.
I watched the magenta blobs of my energy body start to enter my visual field and swirl and grow around me, interacting with what seemed like dirty yellow and black, or like a blackish gold.
The swirling blobs of magenta became more defined and three-dimensional, and "things" or odd little visual elements were appearing, or at least I was noticing them and trying to focus on them.
As I was focusing on those little visual elements more and more intensely, I started seeing full (but vague-looking) scenes start showing in front of me, of people I knew. It seemed like I was watching different scenes appearing randomly that were addressing or showing me things I'd wondered about lately.
I kept focusing on returning to the strange, difficult-to-explain visual details I was initially gazing at, and using my looking deeper and deeper into them for more visual details as a way to get my attention further and further away from the mental chatter and noise I'd started out with that seemed to have driven me to initiate all this activity in the bathroom.
I was still moving my body, but it seemed like I was also getting further "out" of the bathroom and finding myself noticing details of the interior of another house I was unfamiliar with emerging, that I was trying to focus on more and more. I was inside of it at first, but then I seemed to go outside onto the front driveway and yard, looking around at the emerging details of the concrete, the car in the driveway, the street, the neighboring houses, a big blue sky, the grass and shifting details of the front yard, and the house's façade.
It seemed like people were appearing, or they were just there (maybe already?) but I was noticing them more and more. They were talking to each other, and talking to me, or about me.
These seemed to be people I had never met in person before, but whom I had interacted with before. And the house we were "meeting" at was the house of another such person we all knew. It seemed like we were waiting for the homeowner to come outside and join us, and he eventually did. He seemed to be interacting then with us directly, and explaining to us (or maybe he was just telling me) how we were arriving there, but reminding me that I was still moving about in my bathroom in my home at the same time.
The other people there seemed to be more lucid or familiar with what was happening, I was the one having more difficulty keeping the scene and everything and everyone there "all together" and "solid".
Something or someone reminded me of other times I'd been in other worlds that were very hazy and not well-held together perceptually (or at least visually), and that this was the same as those other times, but this was a more deliberate attempt at something more complex than those other times.
The whole event was more chaotic than what we (or I?) wanted, but it was more coherent and cohesive than expected and in previous times.
It's really difficult to remember the details of it, but at different points something or someone was reminded me to use hand gestures or movements to "mark it" or remember it. Almost certainly something I was remembering from your recent posts about how you were using certain gesticulations to "mark" where your assemblage point was based on what you were seeing/experiencing.
At some point throughout the whole unfolding scene in the yard, I was attempting to slowly open my eyes, so that I was seeing mostly the scene in the front yard, but also my body moving about in my bathroom, at this point going about my usual morning routines.
I finally opened my eyes all the way suddenly, and still sort of could see myself in the yard with everyone as it slowly faded between switching my focus more to being in my bathroom getting ready for the day.
There was definitely more details to what happened in the moment that I'm not remembering with certainty right now, but this was my best opportunity to share it before forgetting more.
This was similar to other experiences I've had before, but I was able to "keep things together" better than ever this time, and I was able to hold onto it for longer, including the memory of it after. Seeing this post only the next day further made me remember it, so it felt like I should write everything down quick and share it here while I had the chance.
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I made a moderately long reply, but reddit's AI auto deleted it.
Might have been the picture of the IOB plumber with his bu?t cheeks sticking up.
I wanted to point out that playing on the edge of waking dreaming and sleeping dreaming produces incontinuities, which the inorganic being can take advantage of.
By injecting themselves into the "timeline". If your slight confusion on crossing a barrier believes their scam, you inherit a stream of timeline memories of them being part of your dream.
If that sounds odd, consider that any interpretation of what's "concrete" and what's "realistic looking" is a learned response. Kind of like a baby before a chair became a chair, and a baby after a chair couldn't be anything else.
Sorcery manipulates that situation.
But so do the inorganic beings.
Let's see if they delete the same picture, if I censor the plumber cleavage.
That certainly makes sense!
Not just the AI protecting us from buttcracks, but about the IOBs manipulating the same thing about reality that sorcery does.
So no wonder it becomes more obligatory over time to take up more sleeping dreaming “self defense” training, if waking dreaming and sleeping dreaming are getting too close to each other.