My pussy lit up!

[deleted]

9 Comments

[-]
u/glimpee 1 points 2018-07-26 00:34

im no pro but Id look into carlos going into the altered consciousness and forgetting it, which he slowly remembered as time went on but I forget how

[-]
u/suicidsally 1 points 2018-07-26 17:31

I seem to remember something about the second attention but I can't find what I am looking for. Castaneda also talks about how we perceive time to be a strait line and he calls it a primitive perspective.

[-]
u/glimpee 1 points 2018-07-26 17:52

Second attention sounds right, I dont remember about the time stuff but carlos got me into books again like 2-3 years ago and I read them at the very start of my journey, when I first did something like stop the world

[-]
u/suicidsally 1 points 2018-07-28 00:21

Neat. I would like to hear your experience.

[-]
u/glimpee 1 points 2018-07-28 00:29

Im not even sure if stopping the world is the right term, and ive only experienced it on psychedelics. When reality is no longer stable or separate and I had tons of flashes of indescribable experiences. Saw parallel versions of myself stuck where reality ended, and a whole bunch of insane stuff

[-]
u/suicidsally 1 points 2018-07-28 16:13

Are you drawn to Castaneda because of the use of psychedelics or his experiences? Maybe both?

I'm self-studying and have run into a lot of strange experiences that I can't explain. Many seem to be 'for the eyes only.'

[-]
u/glimpee 1 points 2018-07-28 21:28

The psychedelics came first, then I started reading the books to better understand the path outside of psychedelics

Reading carlos was nuts cuz every time I opened his books it would put into words or explain something I was trying to piece together in that moment. It all became very lined up with my own exploration

[-]
u/PM_ME_YOUR_GINT 2 points 2018-07-26 11:45

I'd suggest visiting a mental health professional

[-]
u/suicidsally 1 points 2018-07-26 17:29

You miss everything that I love about myself. I say, "Give the armchair philosopher a desk!"