--From THE FIRE FROM WITHIN
"I knew then with total certainty the reason for my sadness. It was a recurrent feeling with me, one that I would always forget until I again realized the same thing: the puniness of humanity against the immensity of that thing-in-itself which I had seen reflected in the mirror.
'Human beings are truly nothing, don Juan,' I said.
'I know exactly what you're thinking,' he said. 'Sure, we're nothing, but that's exactly what makes it the ultimate challenge; that we nothings could actually face the loneliness of eternity.'
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"The only thing that soothes those who journey into the unknown is oblivion," he said. "What a relief to be in the ordinary world!" (Fire, 281)
"oblivion" obliterates the difficulty of the unknown (i.e. absolute loneliness of eternity)?
I was looking for a better quote, but I couldn't find it. "Oblivion" is defined (somewhere) as the world as we know it as an average man, before power gets a hold of us, before we know there is a separate reality, if you will.
Sometimes we may yearn for that "comfortable" position, exactly because there is an immensity out there.
I interpreted oblivion as "no recollection/no memory."
I think "oblivion," in Castaneda terms, should be read as "cozy".