Being attacked by a monster under the bed is a big plus for wanting to learn sorcery.
It probably means you already have an inorganic being of your own. And so you can get the energy to shift the assemblage point further, just by shifting it at all.
Then there's seeing colors as a child, which gives the motivation to try now, as an adult.
Motivation is important. Anyone who actually tries, learns sorcery.
Can't do any real sorcery?
You didn't try. That's all.
Or if you tried, you tried the wrong thing, or didn't know what to look for.
Tensegrity ought to lead right to seeing energy. To the "Readers of Infinity" situation.
It did for me twice at workshops. But no one told me, keep doing that!
It seems to have worked for Kylie too, because we have the story of her seeing Phoebus and Globus as a result of some tensegrity practice.
Same thing. Seeing energy, and seeing inorganic beings.
But what about sleep walking?
I used to sleep walk so much, it became a family worry.
One night I went down to the kitchen and made some brownies, while completely asleep.
In the morning I had a vague memory of it, and checked the oven.
Yep, it was set to 450F. Very hot. And the correct temp for the brownie mix we used back in the olden days.
But no brownies. I guess those are still in the other copy of the oven, the one in the dreaming realm.
I believe, sleep walking indicates you are a dreamer type.
Anyone else in here sleep walked as a child?
Scooping colors in darkness leads directly to conscious sleep walking.
So you might have a talent for it.
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Interesting!!
I had my first and only sleepwalking experience a few months ago. I was dreaming that I was in my bed and I saw a mouse running very close to me. I stood up and saw the mouse walking on my leg !! I started screaming and running around my room for 15 seconds, so my family got really scared. When they opened the door of my room, I woke up without understanding what happened. It took me a lot of effort to remember the mouse. I've been thinking it might have been one of my IOBs.
Very, very funny, and my family still laughs at me about it.
There's probably a good reason 4 gates dreaming starts right away with finding a scout, and following it.
It's because they're common!
I was sleepwalking for a long time, and after puberty, then it got rear, but still can happen even now in my middle 30. The strangest thing i did while sleepwalking once was that I came out of the house and arranged 4 pairs of room slippers on the tree on thin branches, each pair on a separate branch, and in perfect balance in the middle.
Beside that i have bruxism, laughing in sleep and talking, creeping out my partner at night. But what i remember strongly is that i had huge fear to sleep when i was young, for years and years, always feeling some present or hearing noises, and my interest in dreams was growing. I got few lucid dreams spontaneously. Even now, when i need to sleep alone i feel fear sometimes.
Learn waking dreaming, the results might be astounding!
Sounds like you have a lot of talent, which means your assemblage point is loose enough to move just by relaxing. And also it likely means you're a dreamer type.
I'll, thank you. I heard about some techniques that may help, but i'll reread The art of dreaming first.
I slept walked alllll the time.
After reading these posts, I’m starting to realize I’m doing it as an adult as I walk around awake without even realizing it.
I’m going to start paying more close attention to that as I’m in my life.
Sleepwalkers ought to turn out to be talented sorcerers or witches.
But we haven't been here long enough to know details like that.
I used to sleep walk a lot. I'd even get up in the middle of the night and dream I was making brownies in the oven.
In the morning my mother would wonder how she left the oven on high like that.
Interesting… I’m curious about the mechanisms… maybe we’ll find out some day.
Just had an answer pop in after internally asking, I wonder why? Answer that came is that perhaps the two bodies are more merged than in others.
I’m also autistic too, so maybe something about how we’re wired differently.
I did shit like that too, all the time.
Now I don’t think I sleep walk much but I definitely sleep talk… A LOT.
I used to sleepwalk and murmur things to my parents and pee the bed 😅. I remember seeing lines of light or neon color letters in the walls. Most of the time would be freaking out, I would feel an energy presence that would terrorize me I remember a hellish feeling sometimes like gravity would pull me and make me so difficult to move. It was terrific as a kid.
That's the inorganic beings for sure. I'm not sure they use fear on purpose, but it usually ends up that way, until you "wrestle them". As children that's also possible. I kicked my "scouts" butt eventually and even visited it's tunnel like world.
As an adult however, they make indispensable companions, and it's pretty much impossible to do what we do in here, without their "dark energy".
Which is fully visible! When it's flowing around with the purple puffs.
Carlos even described that for us in private classes, saying that on the edge of a swirling puff, with jetblackness following it, a pomegranate dot would print out text in the air, which you could use for "seeing".
To know everything every human ever knew.
Of course, that's 10\^37 "things" (calculated by ChatGPT).
So it's not all that useful until you can "clean your link to intent" and figure out how to get it to print out things that are useful to you.
For example, last night I saw something utterly profound, which would be extremely useful in here, if we could just understand it.
But it was so far out into other realms of reality, it's gone from my memory today.
Thus most of those 10 with 37 zeros "things" are also impossible to translate here.
This should take you directly to a cartoon with that swirling purple blob. If not, it's at the 15 minute mark.
So, GET OVER YOUR FEAR, unless you want to live an ordinary, and rather sad life.
Like a month ago I had two dreaming events. First one I see my hands in my bed. Walk out the room, and notice my house was different, I look to the left and there is a woman laying in a bed. The moment I make eye contact she does the exorcist walk towards me trying to freak me out. I kicked her when she closed distance and clothes fell to the ground, she disappeared, i went out after trying to fly but my energy ran out and woke up.
2nd one, I wake up in my room and see my hands. And I had this sensation of gazing at the wall. (I see that same wall when I gaze in darkroom). Probably a second after I start gazing the wall colors emerge from the wall way faster and more vibrant than what I've able to get at darkroom. I kept gazing at the colors and suddenly one blob or circle of energy like white electric energy came through the wall and started projecting colors and sparks, I know the blob was an iob because it was moving intelligently, when suddenly it formed a screen and videos started showing then, I woke up. 🫠
I just can't manage to stay more than an instant in dreaming.
And from a non doing/ gaze that's helped me to get silent I look down to a point with my gaze showing that point and distorting the rest forcing silence by constantly focusing in that point making it niited crossing my eyes I just keep all my attention in the point and I start mapping my perception visually zooming. I also tried the clock mapping after those I've sensed a bit better the sensation of silence and how I'm not really fully silent. It is like a feeling of going a bit deeper in the ocean every time you try a dive, like constantly practicing stretching that silence you gain some second.
But it's damn hard!!
Especially the silly monitoring that sporadically shows to gage where you are at. Silence can be very subtle
The longest I stayed in a dream where I was fully lucid, was 12 hours.
Which in the dream, was 2 weeks.
So you can certainly learn to stay longer, but it's not a path anyone should follow if they aren't a woman.
Carlos was being taught by don Juan during the day, pushed far into heightened awareness the whole time.
Carlos was also practicing silence, recapitulation, and gazing.
So it wasn't actually his "path".
It's not a path any male could follow!
Without actual sorcery being experienced daily while awake, sleeping dreams are a dead end for men.
Not that you shouldn't take advantage, every time you gain enough rationality to look at your hands!
Of course you take advantage.
But don't count any of that as "practicing".
By the way, you need to look at your hands, then look at an object, then back to your hands, at least 3 times if you want to be certain.
Otherwise if you can't follow that advice, it's likely just a dream about finding your hands.
Not the real thing.
The real thing requires bringing enough of your tonal rationality into the dream, to help create the eventual merging of your tonal, with your dreaming double.
Yes I'm a man, I thought that dreaming might be useful because of my sleepwalking as a kid I sensed I could work some control in that state so the bring back that control for my tonal. I'll keep practicing Darkroom, gazing and not doing.
I've noticed an actual advance of my level of energy, silence, and controlled attention. Like really getting the gist of it but I feel I lose what I've conquered at times. I start to understand the difficulties on the path and actual work It requires. A whole reconfiguration a new set of VR lenses with more capabilities lol
You get a feeling from panoramic gaze that you become a part of that gaze?
Combined with silence by not giving word, or not looking through the lenses of your inventory. Freshly, you are just happening and you are a presence not just in your body's human form but in all you perceive, you are with in that panoramic view, your hearing, all the sensations become like a warm blancket you don't act from that psychological self separated you become part of that field that gaze and attention is pouring outside and you are choosing where to put it where to aim it; inside, outside, to a candle a person, a mountain, the air, the ocean, and in pouring that attention you connect.
I started to see my energy leaks more clearly even my eyes get hard when I catch my self back in the mind. The focus changes and I lose control of my attention it gets robbed to a sense of self in the inventory and takes energy away, I see where recapitulation helps and being impeccable. But to get the gist of it is the really hard part, to teach or learn something completely different from your condition wiring.
It has taken years. Can't help to feel a sense of urgency. For i barely get a glimpse of the work it requires. Years, even a lifetime can be wasted.
>You get a feeling from panoramic gaze that you become a part of that gaze?
You can't really make meaningful comments on experiences like that, because once you reach our goal, you become part of things which can't even be explained.
And you get to see 100 things like that every single practice session, until you learn that they aren't useful for anything.
Best to focus on visible magic, rather than sensations.
For the men.
The problem there is, men are 99.8% male Chimps, whose greatest desire is to beat down all of their enemies, and take over the Chimp tribe so they can have their choice of food and women.
We're like Putin I suppose...
So stick with visible magic until you reach the other side of the J curve, where sensations and feelings can actually select which reality assembles.
>Freshly, you are just happening and you are a presence not just in your body's human form but in all you perceive
That's likely eastern fake magic propaganda floating around in your mind...
Something easy to claim without it actually having any lasting effect beyond inspiring you, and others.
Drop the inspiration. It's an Asian trap. They figured out how to write "inspiring" things, so they could steal from the naive.
Carol Tiggs said don Juan "inspired" her by farting.
Which Genaro also used, to get La Gorda to be serious. Blowing her back a few feet with the force of his magical fart.
😂 will do. It all makes sense . Will keep working on it