Don't get banned! GET EVEN.
Juann posted yesterday about how not to get banned.
But there's other ways.
Here's one.
KICK THE BUDDHA'S SCRAWNY DELUSIONAL BUTT!
You might get killed by angry monks. Or "politely" beat up by hopeless Dzogchen groupies.
But it's better than having to chant with them while some bad player guy in an "Enlightened Master" robe lords it over everyone.
Always keep in mind, even though you currently have doubts.
You can do this! This picture. True, most of the time you're lucky to get a pale woman's face just barely visible on a pathetic puff of pink light.
But as you will learn much later, there's "reasons" for that.
And it's not what you believe.
Over in the invite only subreddit I give a theory or two for that. But it's too advanced for this subreddit.
I reached Silent Knowledge last night, and focused on the double.
On learning what he's really up to, in the darkroom.
It was like visiting the parents of a new romantic obsession.
Your new lover sits at the table a little lower, playing with a spoon, while their parents eagerly tell you about the naked baby picture they have of them, on the Tiger Skin rug.
No one likes their "beans" spilled.
But at one point my double decided to just become an "accessory" to Silent Knowledge, and it was the first time I realized he's been doing that since the beginning.
It happened while I was backing off from "full on" silent knowledge, to something less overwhelming.
I noticed I was having such an easy time last night, because there were at least 3 inorganic beings visible, if I looked around.
Grateful, I told the one in the middle that I was sorry I told them to go away, last week. I wanted to reach SK all by myself, like a spoiled 8 year old.
I was a tiny bit disappointed in how the IOB I was facing looked. Just a pink cloud, and her dim face in the middle.
But I figured, we just don't know why the IOBs are sometimes AMAZING, such as why my entity Fancy wears a red riding hood costume for me, and becomes 100% real and semi-solid.
And cuddles up against me. Such that I actually feel her body pressing against me.
While she teaches me amazing magic.
Maybe it's what La Gorda was saying, about how as you "advance" the IOBs stop being scary and real, and just turn into a "pressure".
Doesn't seem like an "advance" to me!
But at least I had them around, and the one in the middle was listening to me attentively.
Suddenly I saw a very large cloud of purple puffs flow into her, from the right side.
I recognized it. It was my own double, in "puff body" form.
He wasn't exactly a "copy" of me. Not technically "the double".
But he was certainly a form of "energy body".
And he flew right into my pathetic looking IOB.
She instantly bloomed into a truly amazing sight. Perfect face, perfect makeup, perfect hair, and dressed well enough to go out to dinner anywhere in LA. I've never been dressed that well in my life!
I've seen Cholita with $1000 worth of clothes on, but it still didn't match this inorganic being.
I gasped.
"So it was YOU all the time????", I asked my double.
But he'd already answered that question.
Maybe... Maybe not.
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I'm glad I found this post as I was just pondering some recent experiences and I'm curious if this could be a matter of seeing through the doubles eyes.
To be eyes opened and to transport into a completely different place instantaneously where an IOB is speaking to me through vibration and rhythm, it was almost a music that was sweet and warm, words aren't exactly the right form of communication to describe this sensation, what else do I got though at this moment. The world was a completely different one than I was in when in my bedroom, it was similar, yet not different, suddenly I'm getting a massive jolt into the top of my being and I'm coming back to where I was previously was. The knowledge that comes from these experiences gets more and more interesting and magical.
Based on your post history I assume you are still currently a user of psychotropics. Ayahuasca and Datura?
I tried Datura, many, many years ago. Everything got really blurry and I was struggling to reason in the moment, the aptitude of an infant trying to dress themselves.
I brewed DMT as a first timer using Mimosa Hostilis and Syrian Rue as an MAOI, this was a couple weeks ago, though I never practiced on it.
Currently I don't use anything. I even recently stopped a nerve pain medication I was on for a while, that's a really good thing, though sleep has been tricky at times.
A few times using power plants, isn't an issue at all.
Possibly the biggest problem with them, can be seen in a guy who posted recently.
He looked at my map of what you can't skip over to get to Silent Knowledge, and then posted, "Yep, saw that. And that. And did that... And"
He basically was a super advanced sorcerer, after he saw the picture.
And yet, he had no sorcery knowledge at all.
Turns out, he was just a "broken" person.
But his use of drugs convinced him he'd seen and done those things.
He could find some experience he remembered, point to a single thing in it, and convince himself he'd already "mastered that part".
The worst of the "comrade" types are often like that.
They don't come in to learn. They come in hoping someone will proclaim their wonderfulness, officially.
And the drugs are 100 times worse than misrepresented bad dreams.
In terms of how much they confuse bad players.
I doubt there's any recovery from that.
I've heard a story of person coming off a five day meth binge who convinced himself the government was after him to torture him and take out his brain for information, he inevitably jumped off a building to his death. So yes, illicit beliefs can be fatal and enough drugs can twist the assemblage point to a place where the person literally feels like they are going "Insane." When the world we once believed in suddenly crumbles, what's left then?
Why is everyone shit talking Buddhists when the ultimate goal is freedom from the illusoryness of the self with them where as here people are busy talking about doubles and sorcery and parlor tricks. Why is this considered a better course to freedom?
Genuine question....
Because without those “parlor tricks” you only think that you’re free. Nothing has really changed . Buddhists have been going on and on about enlightenment (which is not permanent by the way) for close to 2500 years, to the point that they’ve convinced themselves that the actual signs of progress that the universe itself has determined are necessary… are not only unimportant but “dirty.”
And they’ve been, at first subconsciously and later blatantly, reinforcing that intent trap all that time, post-Gautama that is. At least publicly (in the mainstream), because they are an official religion that needs funds to operate and maintain their infrastructure and clergy.
There are a few possible exceptions of course. Shaolin Buddhism. Tibetan Buddhism, Dzogchen, and the more physical Tibetan practices (Yoga/Tantra) etc. But from what we’ve been able to personally determine they are still, on-the whole, very close minded. A holdover from the fact that their religion was in direct partnership with their government, which decreed that all foreigners be kept out of their country’s “esoteric infrastructure” (see Alexandra David-Neel’s exploits).
You’d probably have to look to a nomadic hermit raised in Tibet’s Bön Tradition, to get an example anywhere near the mood of a sorcerer.
I like your style at least.
But you've been hoodwinked. Tricked. Bamboozled. Brainwashed.
Date raped.
You've given up 90% of yourself (which you don't yet know exists) to try to refine the 10% you know about, according to some Asian seniority based system whose goal is money raising.
That other 90% is VERY VERY fun!!!
Besides, there's no re-incarnation.
They made it up.
It doesn't even make sense.
But it creates lots of opportunities for people to pretend their nightmares are magic.
We had one buddhist pass through here, who had "mapped his 100 past re-incarnations", and was preparing his book deal.
After seeing what we do, especially leaping through portals in solid walls to visit a cyclic being world where we actually also live RIGHT NOW, he had to admit, he had no good reason to think those were actually past lives he'd seen.
Same happens in the Castaneda community. People pretend their magic, until they're "stuck". If they are more "honest", then they pretend to be superior, based on following some weird code of behavior and thinking.
They call it, "being impeccable", but it still amounts to the same thing.
Nothing new.