I'm posting with the intent to reach other witches who may be present here—possibly as silent observers, like I have been. I'm at an early stage in my magical development (it feels like a second puberty!) and I would value a private feminine space to share & connect with others who also feel attracted to this lineage. I share some personal context below so you/they can identify resonance, or lack thereof.
Non-witches, I invite you to disregard this post.
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I’ve been a lurker here for a couple months. I first became conscious of channeling magic this May without a framework to form a narrative around what was happening: it felt like a leap of faith into the unknown. I've since intuitively nurtured this awareness while watching the external world for 'clues.' That path led me to lurking here.
I feel an affinity with Taisha Abelar's 'The Sorcerer’s Crossing' and Carol Tiggs’ Tula 1995 speech (thank you to this community for making it accessible). The masculine perspectives most visible in this subreddit don’t resonate for me like the aforementioned feminine perspectives, and I don't feel compelled to participate in this space. Yet, I continue to feel nudged toward the lineage.
My nature manifests as a woman with a womb, an ecstatically orgasmic being, and a medium for an energy I perceive as an ancient feminine serpent (kundalini?). The intensity of this energy channeling is often mystifying. For example: over the last four months it’s involved seizures and dying on three separate occasions, uncorrelated to any health condition or physical force. Each time, I had been resting in my partner's arms—he felt my body go limp and my breathing stop, then brought me back. The energy returned before my human mind did. There is much beyond my physical-realm understanding & yet I feel a deep trust for the journey.
I'm in my early 20s and, if this life permits, I intend for decades of learning and carrying magic onwards.
If there are other witches (perhaps a private group of witches) drawn to this lineage who have energy to hold space for one early into her journey, I would enjoy a chance to connect beyond this subreddit.
If not, or if it's not the right time to connect, may this post disappear.
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r/darkroomWitches is a subreddit for women doing the practice
Thank you for the referral
Is this an invite only sub? It doesn't show as active and I'd like to connect with other witches.
You need to message the moderators there:
Thank you! That info doesn't show up on my mobile, looks like I need to get on my computer!
We have a private subreddit for women here. I need to stress that it is specifically focused on the practices left to us by Carlos and the Witches and is not just a general magic group. If you have questions about topics like kundalini and the like, you're not going to find much about that here.
Send me a message if you would like to join and I can add you to the group.
Thank you for the thoughtful reply!
Add me please
Carol Tiggs’ Tula 1995 speech
Can I ask you-- what resonated with you about this speech? I found it fascinating as I do most the material here but I think the ending part where the Nagual had a giant pussy that Carol stuck her finger in was more indicative of the flier mind than the wholeness of spirit.
We ladies would like to think that we rule all of reality but men are here for a reason as well. As young as you are, you would also benefit from learning from the men of the group. Once you get older you will figure it out. I don't mean to be discouraging, but in order to work hard on what is appropriate-- you gotta be done with the river of shit. just go and have fun with a wiccan group and revisit this after you earn your grey hair.